Eyes closed, on the verge of tears,
Knowing we will be far away from each other.
I can't stay.
You can't go.
I won't be as safe anymore
Whilst we are apart.
And there she is. You.
You who lived in my mind.
A perfect replica.
So true to the original,
I could feel your hand on mine.
The warmth, the skin, the touch,
All burned into my head.
Beyond that, a hug.
Melting me from the inside.
Those lips I crave,
Biting them in pleasure.
An image so real,
There was voice. There was laughter.
You'd react to everything I say.
The conversations were endless.
And those eyes.
Those eyes...
Time flies when you're around.
But.
In the end.
You're just a dream, a thought, a shadow.
And in the end.
I still want you instead.
Written on the plane. ***** to be away from her now.