I miss that certain spring.
The one where the blossoms
released their sweet fragrance.
As she kissed my lips
in the perfumed air.
The one where olive green leaves
Unfurled from buds and perfectly
became the color of her eyes.
The one where the sun
melted the winter’s cold.
And she lay warm and safe in my arms.
The one where her fingertips
traced forever’s
along my naked skin.
The one where forever’s melted
with the last of the north facing snow.
Do I miss that spring?
Or do I miss her?
I know I miss her
But only in that certain spring.
But I should never dream of springtime’s
for that would surely
break my heart in two.

The truth of the matter is...
If there are
Kings and Queens
Then
We ALL are...
Every man a King
Every woman a Queen...
And
Not a minion in sight!

With the reception I'm getting from you
I might as well be in Timbuktu
It's a growing feeling of deja vu

All my words you misconstrue
I tried to explain till in the face I'm peacock blue
One of these days your gonna get whats due

And life, on you is gonna chew
And spit you out like rancid stew
Then maybe you will feel bad for what you do

Treating me like a pair of old tennis shoes
Walking on me until your through
An apology is overdue
Don't give me that look you know it's true

With you every thing is a hullabaloo
I think I'll find someone new
With them I'll move to Kallamazo
There my life you can't askew

As dark and dreary
it stands alone at night -
hoping for solace.

smoke a cigarette
and all the numbers change

pop a cork
and they change some more

and it is always
- a minus

except of course
for the tax man

lonesome is a killer
an early death

but aloneness
is underrated

mainly because in the scales
not that many choose it

and now its cocktail hour
cigarette time (always)

another minus -
and counting.

I am just fruit from the poisonous tree
That stands by the crimson sea

All day and night you can hear my plea
As I scream like the lonely banshee

My life must be written in a decree
That I only receive pain in diffrent degrees

My life is like a fierce sand flea
It makes me hurt in places I don't see

Until it's to late, wont it just let me be
With all of this misfortune I must disagree

I guess I was born from that old ashe tree
Because ashes is all that surrounds me

This desolation of misery I beg to flee
From this strife and depression I long to be free

he blinked, he smiled, he looked like the sky
so blue, yet new, the highest intensity of hue
I lived inside the blackest silence for so long
now everything lights up like a love song

I've missed you bad for so long now
I've shed a many tear
Still looking for that special day
You'll calmly re-appear!
I never had a single doubt
When you became my wife
We'd be together for all time
Not be apart for life!
I'm ripped apart and broken now
I'm crumbling from the pain
My life without you by my side
Can't ever be the same!
I still have dreams you're with me here
You never walked away
But then I wake up by myself
To face another day!
I'm lost without you in my life
It's harder than it seems
What's harder than to live alone -
To live with shattered dreams!
I look for you near everyday
To walk back in the door
I still hold tight, so badly want
The love we had before!
I never knew what lonely was,
Now its my biggest fear
To live my life all by myself
So lost and lonely dear!