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403 · Jan 2015
Unafraid
- Jan 2015
They try to take this truth
And brainwash it from purpose
But the lights in the sky
Can’t blaze the eye

Hearts melting after broken tears
And love is gone
Promises still remain
But there won’t be any gain

How these burning lights
Underestimated our faults
Through this misery we are and always will be
Awake and unafraid
398 · Nov 2014
Give them a show
- Nov 2014
Are you ready for the show?
Ready for the night?
It's time to cure
Of our impurities

Who said of the famous living dead?
It drowns our thoughts
And invades our heads
Cleaning our faults

Stars shine Bright
Death shines brighter
What's so bad about dark?
It's home
394 · Jan 2015
Entering
- Jan 2015
This beauty that I’m faking
Only takes away the hope I’m lacking

I can only find it hard to say
From the words they say
Please, let me in

But we chose the life we’re breaking
Plus the friends that have been making
How can we live like this?

And I will cry all I want to,
I don’t care
How much you invest yourself in this belief
It’s not working out for me
386 · Nov 2014
This Is Who I am
- Nov 2014
Clenched Fists
Forced Smile
Red and white tablets
And blades

It's how you hold in your anger
It's how they think your okay
It's how your brainwashed
It's how you keep a right mind

My life
Is just pills
Fake signs
And metal
375 · Dec 2014
Maybe it's who I am
- Dec 2014
So they told me of the deepest scars
And let me shush
They let me try to help
And that I did

So I smile for them
And scar for them
Let these secrets sink in
To never return

I still think about them though
I wonder why they told me
I wonder why they came to me
I feel like a different person
372 · Feb 2015
So long
- Feb 2015
And goodnight
its time for me to let go
359 · Jan 2015
Little Angels
- Jan 2015
White and icy wings
Black coal hearts
Coming down like an ash flake
Just like falling down

Fallen by angles grace
Found in by touch
I did this so I could have pain

Little angel up, up high
Time for a death lullaby
For the hour of sleep
Couldn't bare with secrets you could not keep

Little angel has fallen down
- Jan 2015
Dancing on silver shoes
Bathed in scarlet stars
And we smile through clenched teeth
For we could never speak

The ones who dare come to shore
Ones struggling to see
Those of a blessed soul and a cursed past
Ones who almost saw the stars

But the brain has yet bleed
And the skull has not cracked
Hearts continued for playful rhythm
Souls not solid black  

Crackling for dear
Bloodshot fear
Damaging an ever beauty
Of this **graceful dance
307 · Feb 2015
Gone and Lost
- Feb 2015
She said
"Like earth and water I'll be always there"
But you were gone when i needed you most
275 · Feb 2015
Fall
- Feb 2015
Came from long ago
And wept our tears
From destructive love
To falling stars

Never again for our sake
I will never find
Go for our hearts
Hate our fall
Too bad we can’t let go
153 · Nov 2019
breathe
- Nov 2019
rise, like oceans waves
and fall back down, crash.
if i am worthy, worthy once,
shall i let myself continue,
breath by breath?

i do not wish to rise,
and i picture you, nodding.
of course, doubt is destroyer of worlds,
yet still, my mind keeps capturing the phrase:
"keep being you,
don't stop chirping that tune".

so rise, rise with a smile!
the weights have not been casted yet.
sail forth on new adventures!
at least, if the mutiny inside of me,
was not so subdued.

i can see you now, your look down upon me.
of course, the words will never match your intent,
and i'm afraid once more,
i've had to rise again.

if life were only simple, simple enough
for me to stop rising,
for you to stop blaming,
for us to stop sharing.
was it true, i am
who i am?

if i could be another force,
id have the spirit of adventure,
id have an independent soul,
but am i attatched
to chains of emotional apprehension

rise and crash,
bold and brash,
what i wouldn't give,
for you to excuse my overstay,
and for me to fade away.

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