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­I'm not with it tonight
I can feel the electricity
Sparking hairs on my wrists
Knowing it's gonna get lonely
On a high for days; it doesn't matter to you
That there will be a fall, a major drop, that will consume
It's one thing to give a ****
It's another to respect
That maybe there's more to the feelings of the one you love
Than one might ever expect.
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You've ****** the life out of me
Everything that made me feel good about myself
You now use against me
I helped you I supported you I made sure you could stand
Now it's like you don't want what's left of me
When all you needed
was my hand

Shallow breathing and bad circulation
Asthma and Bipolar disorder type 2
Clingy and dependent at the same time distant
Anxiety and a whole lot of love for **you

Not of a ***** and opened mouth snog
On some suntan oil stinking beach
But rather holding hand's under the moon
And just the gentle brush of lips on my cheek
Barely clad bodies under the sun
Baring their all to those who would look
No, just soft gentle curves left for imagination
To think of pleasures to come
After all there is no hurry to capture your love
For if its true your true love will come
And fourty years later you'll still be holding hands
Under a bright lovers moon

Of all the people you could curl up to at night
You chose me