Things aren't going right

I'm lost in darkness
No, I'm not alright

All I see is black and white
I miss you dearly love

Come back to my life

I want to see the light
I need you more than ever

But you're no where in sight

I can't keep up this fight
I want to sleep for once

Suicide's in my mind tonight

Sweet memories
Hit my hearts crust
Rotting with emotions
To decay in disgust

I miss you to death
My life gone to dust
Left me abandoned
In this lie full of lust

Thought you cared
This pain can't adjust
I gave you my heart
I can no longer trust

Love out of order
My soul has combust
That's why you left
Turn my life into rust

Trapped in caged thoughts
I am a little lost dove

A hopeless romantic
Since you're all I think of

How can I fly away?
The pain forever stings

I will never move on
With these broken wings

I love you so much
Don't ever set me free

Let me die in your cage
Your hell is home to me

I will suffer and sing
I am your little dove

Such a happy slave
A prisoner of love

Love is stupid  
 Make me faint

Compulsive liar
  You're no saint

  Love is stupid
  Make me melt

 Empty is everything
  All I ever felt

    Love is stupid
    Make me blush

    See this blood?
     It hurts so much

      Love is stupid
       Take my life
  
     I dare you too
     see that knife?

       Love is stupid
       Hold me forever

      Secretly I wish,..
     Nope nevermind
       Whatever

      Love is stupid

Baby clothes
With baby toys
Doctor says
   It's a boy!

Baby clothes
Little shoes
So very happy
Gateful news

Baby drama
Full of love
A baby boy
They dreamed of

It's Bryan ?
That's my name?
But I was born?
what a shame
      
It's a girl

He played me piano
       He played me a song
       He played me a note
          Quite a bit wrong

       He played me here
       He played me there
       He played my body
     Like notes everywhere  

     I can't look at a piano
      Without dying inside
       You did things to me
            I have to hide

        He played me piano
        He played me a game
        He played my heart
           Oh what a shame

        He played me here
        He played me there
        He played me good
        Then pulled my hair

       I can't look at a piano
        Without crying inside
         I was falling in love
             I had to hide

        He played me piano
        He played me a song
        We played an affair
          Oh so very wrong  

         He played me here
         He played me there
         We played piano
              Everywhere

I'm sorry I hurt you.

I just wanted to hurt you before
you hurt me.