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Luna Maria Aug 2020
slowly the words
stopped forming
under my bleeding hands
concerned
Luna Maria Aug 2020
and then she showed love
to the body
I've been hating
for so many years.
I couldn't imagine that someone loved a part of me I hated so much
Luna Maria Jul 2020
18
I thought that
By the age of eighteen
I would be happy

But I still feel empty
I still scratch my legs until they are red
I still cry in the shower until I am numb
I still havent figured out everything yet.
I still ache and that won’t change by just turning eighteen
Luna Maria Jun 2020
I am so afraid of things changing
but I am also scared
that everything will stay the same.
I am terrified of what the future will bring me
Luna Maria Jun 2020
:(
I am afraid
the feeling of
loneliness
will never leave
my chest
numb / pain
Luna Maria Jun 2020
it's been
2 months
since you
asked how I
was doing
for the last time
the way you can peacefully fall asleep while you know I am crying
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