What's worse,

loving someone and watching them loving somebody else

or

**being loved and not being able to love them back the way they need you to

im the **** up,
the messed up mistake.

im the punching bag,
the useless wannabe.

im the broken *******,
unworthy of a mother’s love.

im the letdown,
the family regret.

im the worst at my best,
im an all over reject.

im the one you throw out,
the burden of the bunch.

im a monster.
the monster you made.