In time,
you'll be okay.
You'll realize that
no matter
what happens
it will all fall into place.

Always
remember to
not be afraid of change
because
change
is the
only
permanent thing
in the world.

*You'll be okay. In time.

I may not have set the world on fire,
But neither have I gone down in flames!
Within me remains a burning desire
To achieve every one of my aims.

I can't get over you*
      But I hate you.
  You hardly come around.
I used to date you when your time frame was more abrupt
    You'd show up with a kiss and a hug
  Give me the gift of love
With no glove on, just pure touch
      Pushing your button and gripping you tight
   We used to get by
You'd always take me back
  For the very last time
Stuck between whether it's wrong or its right
     Being this naked
We'd always fight and when it was amazing, even they loved it.
       From cover to cover, our bed was made up and it read like this:
      "Here lies Poetry and her Poet, God rest their souls on crumpled paper"*
      If we make it
And our love is a mainstream instrumental, will you come back and talk to me or will you choke me on your lies,
All your promises meeting their demise in a pair of telling deceitful eyes that I couldn't draw
    The paper might rip in these hands made of straw
      But the years will drag on with me gripping two halves beyond repair trying to grasp the reality of your infidelity

Sewed my wounds with the threads of his love
Should have known they couldn't hold it too long.
Faded feelings and broken promises, reminiscences of our love,
In a vicious circle of struggle I am, always ending where I did begin.
Laying here with scars darker than my soul,
Fresh cuts oozing out my colour to the floor
Just to see why this world wont let me sink in?

There's a white piano in my soul.
The keys are broken, off tone, and some
are just not there.
I try to stop playing it,
but the silence keeps going,
and the people leave.
So I play it as long as I can,
As long as the white ivory notes
should play, till
the quiet chaos is diminished.

As I walk, there are notes playing,
chords of depression, lust and lies,
some of laughter, some of tears,
some of joy, some of peace.
I walk hoping I find the right word,
the right accent, the right tempo
and rhythm;

trying to find the space between  
the world and me.

When I'm about to give up, and things don't make
sense,
before all things seems lost,
the voice
of peace
breathes upon the falling notes.

And as I hear His voice, the voice of praise,
the voice of joy, my broken hands
gets stronger.

As beautiful and as
broken this life can be, as harmonious and
awestruck as the song of my heart plays,
He plays the right notes for me.

I saw her sitting on a bar chair
Tall ebony skinned and dark hair
I couldn't take off my gaze on her
I watch her lips as she sip through the glass
Her skin shining and glowing like a black diamond
I couldn't think of anything else but her
Deep inside me I know I fell for her
I haven't seen her before, but it seems as if I have known her all my life

Never knew she was also taking a gaze at me not until our eyes meet each other
I never wanted her to notice I was into her, but I felt she knew already cos she gave me a welcome smile
I was overwhelm by her smile, I started having stupid thoughts about her
Maybe she is also into me
Maybe she fell for me as I did
Maybe the feelings  is mutual

I left my seat to hers
Never. Said a word
She said to me take me home
Its a **** cold night
Take me by the hands
Take me somewhere new
Yes I don't know u
But am with u
I feel I knew u from far
I felt so excited cos am actually right about the smile she gave me
We felt same for each other for the first time
We felt we have known each other for a life time
We felt same thing
Same day
Same time
Same moment
We felt love at first sight

Love at first sight is for real
Cos we human love our mums at first at sight at birth