You heal my wounds with your concerned voice.
  You warm me up with your large hand as it holds mine.
    You release my soul when you hold my head against your chest, I can hear your strong heart.
      You bring me joy in your little ways of how you do things, makes me giggle.
          You are you and that's all I can ever want.

In my world people will not have to stop themselves from saying "I love you" to others no matter their gender or relation to me, because if I love them as a person, then I love them none the less.
You see now in days, we as people give no love. It is feared.

Opposite genders feel uncomfortable hugging one another, need to say making any physical contact at all.

Why is showing love so limited and why does it feel like love is not okay?

We as people must pick and choose who we can verbally say "I love you" to.

But I love every one!

Old, young, man, woman, shy, loud, weak, strong, beautiful, ugly.

I love them all!

I love that I am not alone on this world and that I met you.

We are all God's children, so why not act like sisters and brothers.

If I like someone, I LIKE THEM!
Why should I be afraid to show compassion, THIS IS WHAT WE ARE MADE FOR!
We are living creatures who require physical contact, affection and LOVE from both MEN and WOMAN.

Have you ever noticed when you DO hug the opposite ***, it feels so GREAT, so COMFORTING yet so AWKWARD?

When you tell some one I love you, even if they may not be super close it feels good to say yet odd?

That is because we need love as people just like we need food.

Men need love!
They too need to be told they are handsome, they too need to be hugged and comforted when they cry be told everything is okay.
  
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Women need love!
They too need to be told they are beautiful, feel cared for and comforted when they feel hurt.

We need each other, so why does society put a large wall in comforting one another, having inoccent connections and bonds with people of the opposite *** and race?

So why is showing common love so limited and restricted, why is love not okay?

Standing on a tree branch oh so high, I teeter, I wobble.

Each year I get closer to the tip.

I call to my bird friends, hoping they will see just how far I am headed, but they don't.

So I tell them I am scared I am going over but the console me saying no you'll be fine,nothing is wrong.

Years fall like leaves and i well know my fate.

The time is up and I fall.

No matter HOW many times or how DEEPLY I explain to you my problems or feelings you can NEVER help me.

You can never
End my internal suffering,
Which is like a heavy vine suffocating
My SOUL.

Do words mean nothing?

Because in other words I AM BEGGING you for help, find me a psychiatrist or some medication.

I can NOT constantly fight against myself ANYMORE.

My mind gets weaker each time I try and HOLD UP.

Will no one save me from my own misery?

I AM HELPLESS.... v.v

Peel me off like Velcro
This bed is ******* me up, consuming my flesh whole.
Its draining my mind
Its evil.

My body is paralyzed, I can't move a finger.
My mind is being taken control of.
Every time I try to motivate my self I end up in a fantasy land of dreams.

But its not a fantasy at all, its the opposite when over and over your eyes roll shut and reality cuts off.

I need to shower, eat, clean my house, tell my family I love them for crying out loud.

How much time has passed since I've been stuck in this bed?

..........................off to sleep again.

I need to get up, get help, this bed is evil, I'm withering away.
..............  . .  ........ . . ..  ... ...fell asleep again.

HELP! I see the phone its right there, I just Need someone to pick me up and bring M
me out side, or even on the floor; what season are we in anyway?

....... . .  ............. . . ........... . .      .  .............. . .   .    .. ..   .  ..  .  dreaming of seasons.

NO, No, no!! I need to take back control, wait what was I talking about?
...........oh yeah, now I just need to reach for that phone.

Its so far away, it appears so close, yet I have no energy on my fibers.

Reach, come on push, REACH!!!

.......................... . . . . .      .        .  .  .         ...    ... .            ... . **** IT!!

Plunging my body towards the phone, I gave it all I got,
I get a little hurt and land on the floor but I have the phone in hand.
...........0.0
When I hit the call button to 911 I realize my phone hasn't been payed for who knows how long.
How do I still even have this house?

I crawl, straining every muscle in my body to the front door, when I violently force all my body wait on the hangle and the door swings open, I look up and see............................................ A fish?
How the heaven did a fish?
...................my eyes shoot open, oh just another dream.

The pull of the earth alignes us just right, as we gaze at the mini universe in each others eyes.
  
A feeling so hypnotic.

We can hear our own heart beat slow and pump simultaneously; together.
  
As our faces so close touch for the first time,
soft lips so overly sensitive, but why?
    
Eyes are shut as the feelings of magic runs through our bodies.

Hands know just where to go.

Our heart beats have grew rapid.

Hot breath, eyes on fire and your trust.

We tasted each other and don't even know how or why but the after effect is exilerating.

So this is what its like to have a kiss.