Poet X

Poet X Dec 2019

I’ve tried to deny it forever
I didn’t want to believe that I could fall
that I could feel love
towards anyone or anything
but I’ve done it this time,
I’ve fallen for the one person I shouldn’t have.
My heart has been beating again
This time with a purpose.
It’s purpose,
To bleed
To beat
For you.

#love #falling #fallem #beating #heart #purpose

Poet X Dec 2019

no more love poems

It’s funny,
For a person who does not believe in love
I sure do write about it a lot
The same way an atheist
Makes jokes about
Praying to God.

For a person who does not believe in love
I sure do write about it a lot,
They say you can not preach
what you do not know so
I guess I’ll find
something else
To write about.

#atheist #believe #god #love #writing

Poet X Nov 2019

body and soul

I always assumed the body and soul were separate .
the body was all that could feel,
and boy..
was I wrong .

#body #and #soul #feeling #hurt #heartbreak #ache

Poet X Nov 2019

Untitled

if we are all the author to our own books..

why the **** can't I edit mine ?

Poet X Nov 2019

immortal feelings

I saw you today
and although its been months
my heart still doesn't know how to act when it sees you .

my hands shook and trembled at your arrival
I thought every thought twice
and then three times more .

will it be like this forever,
will I always be a slave to my feelings for you ?

#forever #slave #heart #beating #feelings #falling #fell #in #love

Poet X Nov 2019

my unspoken poem

I long to tell
all the things I think of you

like how beautiful your soul is
how even on the days you forget
how to love yourself
ill love you enough for the both of us.

I long to tell you
how I lied when I told you I don't believe in love
because I believe in you,
and that's the same.

but I am a coward,
and you will not read this poem
And I will not read it to you.

#falling #poem #writing #flaws #moon #stars #dead #love #pleasure #pain

Poet X Nov 2019

another poem about you

your teaching me
exactly how to hate myself
and with each flaw of mine you
point out I fantasize over
the lack of yours
so maybe I shouldn’t be falling for you
I definitely shouldn’t be falling for you

I shouldn’t, but I am.

#self #hate #falling #another #love #poem #flaws #perfect