He turns on my favorite movie.
I always watch it alone.
He doesn't like to see me cry.
I am not allowed to cry.
We're comfortable just staying home.
He is embarrased of me.
I love him.
*He knows

I'm awake.
Not because I want to be awake.
Not because I'm not tired, I am.
I'm awake.
Because my mind is too creative.
Because my dreams must be accomplished now.
I'm awake.
Because my chemicals are unbalanced.
Because I didn't take my medication.

You said you wouldn't kiss me if I smoked.
Now that you're gone.
Every cigarette is an act of rebellion.

You're not someone who can outline all the interworkings of my body.
Someone who will play my games with me.
who will call me Goober.
will see animals as Brothers and Sisters.
snore loudly in my ear at night.
That's okay.
*I think.