When I met you
I didn't know you
I was scared
of dying alone
Years later

You're like a father to me
you helped me through the unimaginable

Even so, you found it easy to lie to me
and ignore my wishes

Because of this my life could of had meaning

Now you're gone, down deeper in dirt and I'm hurt
wishing I had more time with you.

Realising I did have meaning
told you I'd try to forgive you

Didn't know I had to be

          𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉

for it to happen.

i'd rather be kissing in summer
so innocent and so naïve
you can taste the strawberries right off my lips

i'd rather be cuddling in winter
so cozy and so soft
in my mouth, i can taste your past
that's what i want and that's where i am

From behind
I hear a whisper
Barely audible
Is my mind a trickster
I turn to look back
But see no one
I know I lack
The things they see
But does that mean
Im not pretty
In the corner I spy
Something standing
Wide eyed
I quickly glance away
from the fear
of him knowing Im a stray
Yes he does
really see me
But thats cause
Im a real beauty

I'm lost in your eyes.
Shining beauty like gemstone.
Hearts entwined, always.

In my wallet, rummaging
will this one decline?
- panicked, next in line

She can walk
          between
             night and day
               never letting either
                  get in her way.
She learned this trick
                     many moons ago
                                by
                     going deep within
           and never letting it show.
Her soul is innocent
her heart is pure
she’s gone through more
than most could endure.
            She’s an angel of light
                 an angel of dark
                 you never know
              what you will spark.
                      You want to hurt her?
                         Please, go ahead and try
                           she’ll be the one to show you
                                  just how well she can
                                                              f
­                                                                l­
                                                                ­  y.
                                  Her soul innocent
                    her heart pure
      but never think for one minute
that she’s not secure.
                                Say what you will
                          please, do what you must
                       but your jealousy and hatred
                             won’t waver her trust!
~

you
with your cool steel eyes
and ink stained hands,
you are the only one
who calms the storm
in my mind.