Take a look around you and think
Think about someone you
Love
Admire
Cherish
and tell them I love you
or give them a hug
or spend a couple of days with them
why?
because that's the moment you're going to look back on when they die
Expect the unexpected is what I'm telling you
if you can't say it
Text it
if you can't text it
Write it
SOMETHING
that will remind them that you're there
you'll be grateful you did  
you'll never know when their last moments with you are.

one cup of tears
1/2 a cup of sweat
whip and blend till there's nothing left
steam my anxiety
Simmer in depression
trust me, you might not want seconds
peel my self-esteem
melt my ego
it adds some spice like a jalapeno
bake and boil I'm ready to go
behold the dinner you were not ready for.

I think the sun has grown jealous
Of my friendship with the moon
I prefer dusk to dawn
And midnight instead of noon

Reinsurance is a 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐭!
With goals so far, it's simply out of reach
Things in life will **** me, there's no doubt.
But the path I'm ought to take, I can't reroute

𝙸'𝚖 𝚜𝚘 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚎, I want to believe but that's just life making me deceive.

I'm perceived from what my gut is saying, but I can already feel my future, slightly delaying.

666 the devil and his mistress
with no witness they run

away from her mother and brother whos a hunter
with wonders how this all begun.  

The mistress so delicate, fragile, and weak
the devil was so dazed by her, he couldn't even speak

"It's been an hour" she cries, and my legs are getting sore
The devil nodded and yawned, both dropping on the flowered floor.

999 the devil's mistress is so fine, and he's very glad to call her mine.

Dark starry sky, the warm breeze fills my mellow heart
My eyes are starting to close but I coerce them open

Unspoken during this time, I lay in silence
as lifeless as I was before

Death is instore for me "hurry" I whisper

The blood runs down my arm, still calm, I drew my last breath,
this might be my last night.