Sometimes there are battles you have to face alone.
Sometimes there are battles that words from your love can't ease.
But that's okay.
That doesn't mean you have to leave him/her.
As long as they try to help you and they care, that's all you really need.
There are battles you have to face alone.
There are battles that my words can't ease your pain.
But that's okay.
At least I'm trying to help you.
And I really do care. So very much.
But there is one person who can help you always. And as spiritual as it may sound,
God can always help you. Because he has been there to help me of all people.
So he will definitely help you. If you think he is mad at you,
He's not. He loves you. More than anyone else ever will.
Just give him your heart, mind and soul. Serve him. Pray.
And I'm positive, your luck will change.
Just give it a chance! :)

When you close your eyes
At the moment’s peak
Do you hear life’s lies
Whenever you try to speak
That demise you held on
That guilt you deny but prolong
You try to get out
But this weir will only make you drown

You try to shout
But nobody listen
The darkness subdues
You’re numb but not frozen

You let it in
The agony that you breathe
You mold it all in
Yearning for that rapture
Is that all you desire?
For that temporary bliss?

Not realizing you've fallen deep
*Into the unending abyss

I'm so glad you found your way back to me prince charming,
Don't you ever leave me again! This means everything,
To know to you won't leave me ever. It's like Christmas in September,
You're back and fulfilling the promises you may not remember.
You are dazzling and clever and perfect. Don't let anyone to tell you to change.
I think we should be forever.
I don't think you're in the least bit strange.
You're so right, I'll be your Juliet and you'll settle for Romeo.
But you're name is perfect for me, and it's just so!
I don't need a picture to tell if your the one,
You make me laugh in the light of the sun.
No, thank you for picking a daisy in a field of roses my sunshine,
You handsome shining lovely valentine.
Yes, I hope one day we do meet. Even for a little while,
Because the thought of your very presence makes me smile.
Thank you, shooting star, for aiming at me,
I won't leave you just please don't leave me.
Actually, I know you'll stay.
It will be us in the future, okay?
You're talented and sweet.
Yes, one day let's meet.
Thank you for settling for someone less.
Though I'll seek ways to give you the best.
You don't have to be anyone for me.
I love my rockstar guitarist basketball playing Andy.
You know I live for you,
Just for whatever you go through,
Remember this,
I'll always be here for you.
Thank you for loving an ugly duckling over all the swans.
Thank you for not choosing the queen, instead one of the pawns.
Thank you for giving hope to the background character over the star.
I'll be yours even though your possession is far.
Thank you. Just, thank you.

September 7
Me- I know that we will go through it all. There could be days when I don't see you, but I will never change my decision. As long as you're here, I will make my promise to love you forever, for how could I not?"
You- When that day comes we may be much older and barely know who the other is. After months of talking we will realize that you are Rose and I am Fuzz. Then we would probably cry with joy and envelope you in a kiss. A kiss that reminds you of what we had and rekindles the love that almost went cold.
6:46 PM
You- Baby girl I love you to death
My heart jumps at the thought of you
The butterflies threaten to break out of their cage,
My mind can only think of you
You are my starshine on a clouded night
You make me laugh when I am sad
You bring hope when there is none.

>>Don't ask me to stop loving you when you are still in my heart.<<

You stole my heart.
We laughed and we talked all day.
You wrote me poems that I read everyday, over and over,
Our days were the best.
SilverTabby, remember her?
Said we were, and I quote directly,
Perfect for each other!
I made us a den, and I took care of Dapplekit,
A day didn't go by that I didn't think of you 24/7.
Then you left me for a month.
You made me feel so devastated.
I don't know if you missed me, but God I missed you.
I was crying, melting, crumbling and falling,
Then you came and you caught me when I thought you were dead.
Listen, Chester told me you were dead.
Don't you know how hard I cried that morning?
Pfft, I've never cried so hard. Not even over all the deaths I've been through.
Yet you were alive. And you reunited with me the same day.
I was so, so happy. You were still my one true love.
I promised you I wouldn't love another.
I kept that promise, didn't I?
We chatted and had cute conversations.
You asked me, "How could a guy like me end up with a girl like you?"
You said I was the definition of beauty.
That I could make you smile.
That I was your starshine.
I loved it when you called me that. Starshine!
You loved me. You respected me.
You gave me an infinity in the number of days, you know.
Then it was HelloPoetry,
And Love Poems, you were on it! c;
I promised you I'd love only you forever,
And I kept that promise, didn't I?
The days went by slowly, and you took forever to come on.
That's okay. I'd give you space.
You stopped saying "I love you."
That's okay. I'd let you.
You loved Jinxx.
That's okay. As long as I love you.
Then you ask me to stop loving you.
And I'm sorry, but I just, flat can't.
I respect your decision not to love me,
But I can't stop loving you. I'm so sorry.
Forgive me please...
I promised you I would always love only you.
And I'm keeping that promise,
Aren't I?

But I love you...

I thought you wanted me to die!
I thought that was what you wanted.
So I lied so you would be happy with my death!
I'm confused... You don't love me anymore.
When you were the only one who could make me soar,
I want to forgive you, but someone's telling me stop.
Just please... Andy, help me!

I tried to explain colors to a person who could not see
But I found it was too hard for me.
Then a thought came into my mind
To put their feelings into color and rhyme.

The first question I asked is:
WHAT DO YOU FEEL ABOUT “LOVE”?
“I feel like I’m flying high above the sky”
Then I will call that GREEN
For high above the earth, that color is seen.
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT
WHEN YOU’RE FEELING “DOWN”?
It’s when I have no one to talk to and no one around.
Then I will call that BROWN.
WHAT ABOUT “SADNESS”?
That is when I lost something that cannot be replaced.
Then I will call that “GREY” for that
Is something which in your heart will stay.
WHAT ABOUT “LAUGHTER”?
That is when my stomach shakes like Jell-O.
Then I will call that emotion “YELLOW”
Then the final question I must ask
WHAT ABOUT GOD?
That is when I am lifted high above
All that I think and feel.
Since GOD is pure, I will call it white
Because he puts your heart and soul into flight.
“ we have enough colors for different emotions
Just like the raindrops that fall into the ocean.
Now the colors no longer have a barrier, because now
It has an emotional carrier.
Emotions and colors go hand in hand, just like the joining
In a wedding band.

I really wonder everytime
How they feel
When they crush every norm’s entities
Is this part of a ritual you religiously do?
Do you smirk or grin everytime you did?
Do you feel better perceiving lives too see them ache?
You do don’t you?

Why?
Because you've been there
You felt that pain, that agony that preludes
That melancholy past precedes you everytime
"Why always me?"
Why do you end up in bruises and blood-
Dripping from beginning to the end?
End?
No!
There’s no end to this
Unless you make it stop

But why relay the pain on others?
You created that villain in your head
You've become what you hate
Do you like that?
Making others suffer for what ‘they' did

You were once good
You still are
Well your pretense won an Oscar for the 'Ignorant'(s)
They know what you did
You broke their wings and the mettle they believed in
They don’t want to lose a 'Friend' like you
Their courage demised never to prevail again
You became this (****)tator
Which everyone obliged cowardly

But be reminded
Like every TV Show
The Hero always wins
Karma will be chasing you
Waiting for the right moment to expose you
You will get the retribution you deserved

You will cry
Remorse will elevate in your senses
And Every Name, Every Face, Every Sound
*Will be remembered to those you maimed.