She's drowning herself
Because she doesn't see beauty

Because her dad abused her
Eventually her mom left her
And her boyfriend ***** her
Ultimately her world was ending
The air was thinning
You said your friendship was pending

She drown herself because she couldn't see
She was a spitting image of beauty

Mystifyingly our world still stands
Even though we pollute and commute
Our world is strong
The trees still rustle it the wind
The flowers still bend
and the birds whistle a tune.
The city hustles about.
The farmers harvest their crops.
The snow falls lightly
and the beauty isn't dying.
Still our world stands.

I wish people weren't afraid of:
Skin
Weight
Sexuality
Height
Labels
Themselves

How great would it be if we could just be completely free.

Let our feet fall away from our perfectly broken world.
Where the grass dies, children cry, and people lie.
Help us guide the way our world is headed  
and let us not be overcome with complete dread.
May the sky be bluer then blue and the sun shine bright.
So we can be immersed in complete delight.

A house is a shell that encases my peace and serenity.
I do appreciate its protection.

Here I am lost in a garden of hearts
Some are taken some are not
I am here just lost in thought

Maybe soon we can be here
Please let us not be in fear

I am lost in a garden of hearts and
some are taken some are not.

Contradiction could just be
the worlds best thing.
Adding simple diversity to everything.
A world with out it would be
black and white this; black and white me.
So embrace you and embrace me
because contradiction could just be
the best thing that's ever happened to me.

Summer is fading
Hot days are ending
Ice is coming and I am not ready.
T**ime flies by all to quickly

Overwhelmed, overjoyed
All because of a silly boy

I am holding a grudge,
Because they held a grudge.
Grudge,
against grudge,
against grudge.
An unfailing friendship defying the odds.
Falling apart because we can not forgive each other.
Unfailing is failing.

My heart is lost in a silent sea.
Why can't you just let it be.

My feet fall beneath the earth.
I don't need your support.

My eyes don't see the sun in the sky.
So I may as well be blind.

My ears can't hear the harmony .
Deaf is what I shall be.

My life has no hopeful tone.
Why was I born?

If winter could come sooner, I would be okay
I want wake up in he morning longing to stay warm in bed.
Drinking hot chocolate watching the sun rise.
Reading late into the night.
Baking cookies, with a scent that fills the room.
Watching the snowflakes fall onto the eyelashes of children.
As they cavort in the town singing carols of joy and happiness.
It is all I long for.
Oh winter, come sooner.

My toes curl
My body heaves

My legs go numb
I can no longer see

This is what you do to me
Put me through anxiety