I am holding a grudge,
Because they held a grudge.
Grudge,
against grudge,
against grudge.
An unfailing friendship defying the odds.
Falling apart because we can not forgive each other.
Unfailing is failing.

If winter could come sooner, I would be okay
I want wake up in he morning longing to stay warm in bed.
Drinking hot chocolate watching the sun rise.
Reading late into the night.
Baking cookies, with a scent that fills the room.
Watching the snowflakes fall onto the eyelashes of children.
As they cavort in the town singing carols of joy and happiness.
It is all I long for.
Oh winter, come sooner.

Overwhelmed, overjoyed
All because of a silly boy

My heart is lost in a silent sea.
Why can't you just let it be.

My feet fall beneath the earth.
I don't need your support.

My eyes don't see the sun in the sky.
So I may as well be blind.

My ears can't hear the harmony .
Deaf is what I shall be.

My life has no hopeful tone.
Why was I born?

Let our feet fall away from our perfectly broken world.
Where the grass dies, children cry, and people lie.
Help us guide the way our world is headed  
and let us not be overcome with complete dread.
May the sky be bluer then blue and the sun shine bright.
So we can be immersed in complete delight.

Here I am lost in a garden of hearts
Some are taken some are not
I am here just lost in thought

Maybe soon we can be here
Please let us not be in fear

I am lost in a garden of hearts and
some are taken some are not.