By Arcassin Burnham

I was so young and dumb,
You we're so young and dumb,
Baby girl stays quiet In her blue jeans,
The sun will come up again,
While laying in each others arms,
Baby girl stays quiet her in blue jeans,
I would find a good part of the day to spend with you in,
We'd have beauty on the weekend,
And faith on Sunday,
By all means,
Baby girl stays quiet her blue jeans,
Those stems must taste wonderful,
Never cried for anyone as wonderful as you,
When you put some shorts on and found
Another in your plans of creed.


http://arcassin.blogspot.com/p/l-e-g-e-t-unrealeased-ep.html

I took the leap
I trusted you
No tests or time
You had my trust from the start

I opened up
I let you in
Everything was told to you
No holding back

But now I'm drowning
Now I need you
You don't want to hear it now
You say you're done listening

I walk away
I don't want to be a pest

I play my music
And accept being on my own again

I look in the mirror
My mask hides the broken girl

I wash away the perfect skin
I wash away the rosy cheeks
I wash away the boldness of my eyelashes
I wash away the red lips

I look in the mirror
I see the broken girl
The girl the world thinks is whole

by Arcassin Burnham

Pacing back and forth cause I don't know where you are,
the mind and the body is telling me your destroyed in this time to tell me truths that will make me feel the same about every love I've ever had,
and to know I didn't have my dad,
around my life would be safe haven bound,
blood spills from the sky,
save me,
I say hello and wave goodbye
to the world,
save me,
I'm in desperate need of life,
save me,
put me in the same category
as this guy,
save me cause I need someone that will be there through bad times and i know there's not enough friendship left on this tiny planet,
save me,
I had some advantages in my life to make it right with all the blessings I didn't receive,
no miracles,
no good memories,
my self-esteem is in pieces,
save me.

http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/02/salve-me.html

i failed
im sorry
i tried to be a friend
now im an enemy to be dealt with
im sorry

My mothers between
light skin and dark skin, blacker
than two of her kids.

My face is her face,
yet people ask if I am
adopted because

they don't see her here,
in the pigment of my skin.
Her love runs deeper.

Her conflict is mine,
her quest for satisfaction
frightens me closely,

like personally.
She breaks down and everyone
treats it as okay,

"Well that's just cookie."
Her family, her husband,
all call her crazy.

But her love runs deep.
I was looking for myself
here, at home. Christmas;

She says, "There are ten
people out there you don't know
who love you. At least."

I float away like
a paper lantern in night;
new fire inside me.

I am on the ground,
with my head up in the clouds.
I am crying now.

I am nothing now.
I am building something new.
I am still searching.

I seek ten people.
Ten people I do not know.
People who love me.

I break down sometimes,
but I have my moms wisdom.
Her smile is my smile.

I put lights in them,
and if they float away I'm
here when they get back.

I'm trying to be
gentle and compassionate.
Honest and caring.

Her face is my face.
My quest for satisfaction;
my love will run deep.

All the words he never said
Were written in the stars
Look at me,
They seemed to say.
I'm still here
Let me guide you through the night

All the nights we used to spend
Outside the garage.
His favorite constellations embedded in my mind.
Orion the Hunter.
It would never get old.
I was an image of my father,
And together we could stare at the stars all night long.

So people always ask me
Why I am fascinated with the stars
Why at nights I look up at the sky and smile
And I tell them,
He used to admire the stars as I do,
But now,
He is up there.
He is guiding me throughout this life.
My dad is my favorite constellation.

By Arcassin Burnham

We may give each other silence,
Spending days without the one we want,
Such a tall beauty that I'd like to hold,
Instead I'm acting like a ****,
Mixing my situations with a love that only
Death could ever come between,
I'm missing everything you do,
With me and you and our virtue,
I can not hardly speak,
The days where we would laugh and you
Show me all your smarts and all you
Listen to,
I miss the days when it was normal just a
Simple talk with me and you,
You haunt me boo,
(Lol).

I quit
your ******* list
a long time ago...