I’m in love with your mystery
the rest is history
right now its  just you and me
love how you move
when you are making your way
stuck in my mind
don’t know what you expect of me
take a look at yourself, stop blaming me
i need you fill that void for me
your footsteps echo your voice now
dont you worry about the pain
we will figure it out somehow

The heart asks for love when there's none
It screams out "send help"
The brain has questions but no answer
It screams out "send help"
The soul feels empty but there's immoral surroundings
It screams out "send help"
The body aches however there is no rest
It screams out "send help"
The world whispers back two simple words
"Help yourself"

Words pull your mind
In different directions
Brilliantly adorned
Yet lacking soul
Words are distractions
To true feelings
Vociferous and audible
Sounds too hollow
Gives in under anxiety
Weighs on minds
Graceful distortions
Veneer of meanings
Expresses everything
Except the truth

Its hard to love someone thats depressed
Maybe that makes the end result more worth it
I dont know
But its really hard.

I wholeheartedly insist,
I do not claim to be a saint,
only an angel,
a dark one,
like you,
fallen from above,
sent here to ravish
your own soul
with twisted
genuine love.

What I Want From Life
Nothing More Than A Smile

For A Week
But Life Shows Me That I'm Weak
To Have A Smile For A Week ...

I know you better
than most,
I feel your need
at the molecular level.
Transfuse me Darling.
Make my blood
your drink.
Think free radical.

I am not crazy,
Though the voices inside my head would prove other wise,
I am not lazy,
Though I would rather stay indoors than go outside,
I am not sad,
Even though I can easily think myself into depression,
I am not mad,
Even though your cruel words can are a constant suppression
I am just me.
A teenager growing up.
Wishing, I had that extra bit of luck.