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 Jan 2015
WickedHope
When I'm crying at Two in the morning
The one who promised to be there
Told me to stop dumping my problems on him
Because they came from my head
Why did you do that to me?
- - -
I'm broken.
 Jan 2015
WickedHope
"Forever?"* is too long;
"Love me?" is too difficult;
"Stay?" is too needy;
"Hold me?" is too awkward...

Some how my questions are always wrong,
I just want to regain the love that I once felt;
But I'm left with broken bones and broken heart on the ground pleading,
And he dusts himself off, walking away telling me to *"keep going onward."
*Love has never worked with me...*

How do you keep going when you're so battered?
 Jan 2015
WickedHope
Darling, we're insanity.
I come back to listen
To you whisper your sweet nothings,
Then get a backhand to the face.
I know "you have the capacity to change,"
I mutter to myself, the whole way
To and back from your place.
I tell myself "it won't always be this way,"
One of these days,
My blood soaked clothes
A trail upon your floor,
You'll beg me to stay.
You're so painful.
- - -
"Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again
and expecting different results."
- Albert Einstein
 Jan 2015
WickedHope
She said I'm skinny.
He said I'm ****.
She said I'm smart.
He said I'm sweet.
I said I'm sorry.
But I'm not sure any of them are me.
 Jan 2015
WickedHope
I'm sorry.
It has to be this way.
I'm sorry.
I can't bare to stay.
 Jan 2015
WickedHope
"The dead just seem to sleep so soundly..." she said.
No.
It's all wrong.
****.
I'm gone.

— The End —