The reason why I'm not successful Is simply Due to the fact that I don't know how to be Selfish.-

I'm glad you're doing okay
You seem really happy
Even though after all this time
I've been feeling really ******

I'm glad you're having fun
you caught yourself a sweet ***
Even though I'm all alone
At least one of us doesn't feel like a stone

I wonder if the universe will do a 180
Because I know deep in my heart I'm a superior lady

And then we would have both moved on and maybe then you'd get to know the feeling of me moving on the way I did when I saw you with her.
And maybe you never will because It shows I truly cared more about you than you did to me. I just wish you could know how bad it really hurts, but you don't and truth is you probably won't. So now I look at you like a lesson and not a partner. And I'll go back to being me without you, and you'll go back to being you without me. And I'll still wonder how you are from afar. And you'll probably never return the favor. And that's the difference between me and you. I give what I give and you take what you take and I'm just the lucky few who understands heartbreak.

I wasn't meant to snap you back to reality
When actually, I'm here too factually
I don't want to talk to your technology
It's in my nature to be near your biology
You'd have more fun with me, trust me, just put down your phone
You don't even realize that's the thing making you feel alone
Just come home, Just come home <3

I hear them whisper words un-sweet
about all the people they come to meet

Baffled by the poisons they spread
Do they not have a kind bone in their head?  

For it is too late, the poison has sunk in
And I feel my world start to spin

Spurious notions lingering in the air
Am I the only one who hurts to care?

Choosing not to scream or fight
I bite my tongue, I'll be alright

"Imagine living your life pleasing everyone, but you."

Every time I go home
It's like I'm finally on vacation
Thank goodness it's not the house that makes you come back
It's the feeling from your loved ones that never truly lack
I'll always come back

Sometimes,
I can't help but believe,
that where the first time I'd meet those sparkly eyes,
it would be Inevitable to where we'd be standing now.
Now,
I don't know what hurts more,
not having you,
or the memories that taunt me.
Either way,
I was *******,
knowing you or not knowing you.
© Brittney Hibbert 2016

I'll never rest like the sun & the moon *never catch their breath

If I had a talent times two
It would simply be never getting over you*
© Brittney Hibbert 2016

The devil tried to make me drown
But I knew a secret to turn that around
-Sink or Swim
-Delay or Pray
© Brittney Hibbert 2016