You still haunt my dreams sometimes,
and I can't seem to sleep at night.
I lay restless in my bed. Why won't you just get out of my head?
My past holds me by the wrist
And with every little choice I make,
I feel a little twist.
Why does it get this far?
I wont let it leave me with scars...
Why do I,
let it get this way..
I still get scared
to this day.
I don't know what to do anymore,
I wanna close the door and run.
You're everywhere I look around,
you're haunting my dreams, without a sound
you're haunting me.
You're like my personal nightmare, why dont you just get, out of my hair?
You had the upper hand, but why am I,
made to be lower?
I know I don't deserve it, I know I'm not all to blame
If I was just being strong, why make me feel like I'm wrong?
Just because we weren't the same.
I wish I had the answers,
I wish I knew the truth, but somethings are better left unsaid,
some things we have to lose.
I hate that it turned out this way
but maybe its for the best.
I just want this to end,
I just want to get some rest.
Old poem I wrote about letting the past determine the future.