I WROTE 6 PARAGRAPHS OF MY LOVE LIFE AND HELLOPOETRY DELETED IT.
Well it wasn't saved to draft by hellopoetry (accidentally or whatsoever) and it's not fully their fault. It's okay im suicidal human being it's all my fault it's okay.

Dear ignorant people
I am free
my depression vanishes nto thin airs
my depression doesn't want to come back for a millisecond
my depression is afraid of my positive spirit

Bye.

my depression comes back from a long nice vacation.
welcome back *******!

Jadi kemaren gue rencananya kaya bikin puisi atau apalah gitu kan sebelum ganti tahun. tapi gue ketiduran. terus gue kaya pas bangun tuh gak nyesel amat sih tapi kaya ada satu beban aja gitu kalau belom post apa-apa disini. Jadi gue post aja deh first impression gue buat orang-orang yang aku sayang hehehe.
tapi karena maleaes, kapan-kapan aja deh bye.

Ramadhan, holy month for muslim
and we lost so many holy souls

All of my poems are not about you.
Chill

lol i survive
Thank you
Thank you
Thank you!

hey
i hope you're in good shape
i really hope so

it's been 23 months
i was not sure how many gallons of tear
i've been drowned by
i was not....
sure

i just...



it's been to long







i completely forget what you look like
and i am happy about that

but the fact that i couldn't erase everything related to you
from my mind
i despise that



midnight struck,
i decide to write
and i don't have enough love story
to be written

my dull brain just decided to remember
sometime in 2018
and you


oh dear,
oh dear....


how are you t?
help me from tearing myself away
by being gone forever from my mind
can you?


....