After too many drinks and not enough time,
We ended up moving in the dark of a bedroom
With New Order playing softly in the background
His eager hands on me, my reluctant mouth on his
Pieces of clothing thrown carelessly around the room
His hot breath on my neck, my hands spread across his back
I ended up sleeping with someone else.
And in the heat of the moment, you crossed my mind
Floated from the back of my brain into my vision
A crystal clear illusion from the past
Completely intangible, but I could still feel you
The love we shared, the lies you told
How your hands felt against my skin
How my mouth felt on yours
The man I fell so hard, so fast for
But also the man who broke my heart
And that despite everything you did to me,
All I wanted was this man, here with me in the present, to be you.