You pointed out the obvious,
how I was taking time;
and I was fairly cautious
not to be sublime.
I didn't want to tell you,
that I was just afraid,
that I feared every piece of rue
that made me feel so strayed.
I took every step slowly,
never wanting to part.
For in the end, I lowly
cradle my aching heart.
I would rather conceal our bliss
in awkward daylit hours
than spend a moment so amiss
in a place ever so sour.
I stalled to keep you near me
for happiness, I knew.
I hoped you always did see
and hoped you were happy too.
I stalled because when we are not
together, things do change.
For more time I wish I had fought
but home was out of range.
I stalled because I wanted,
(I'd say so without shame)
to never be so haunted
of the nights with barefaced blame.
I stalled because I didn't
want to argue tonight,
I don't know how to hint it,
but I fear a direct fight.
I stalled because I disliked
how it felt to be away.
Unknowing, fearing, nearing psyched
if I'll see you the next day.
I stalled because I couldn't
bear to let you go;
But I'm just a young woman
and we still have years to go.
I stalled because I didn't
want to feel alone.
Without you, just your imprint;
I feel lost and unknown.
I stalled because I love you.
I have loved you and I still do.
I still love you and I will love you,
and I will remain true.
I do not know what to note about this. Sorry.