Someday in the future, I want to see my best friend and I working side by side
I hope to have adventures, fall in love, make people happy

So why am I here again?
Instead of chasing those dreams
Trapped by thoughts I would disagree with
But am too apathetic to dispel

Imagine me trying to reassure someone
Well yes, I've been thinking of falling out windows, and am so emotionally cold that it would be possible, but don't worry. I don't actually want to. I've only been thinking about it.
Yes comforting, isn't it?

At least with other people, from what I've read, it makes sense
They say they feel soulless
Better off away from here than making the effort it will take to stay
But I'm not like that
I'm 100% positive I want to live
Certain in my love of the sun
Yet, here I am again

*If you just leaned back a little more, it wouldn't take very long to fall...

How sad it is that I love someone else,
Whilst you are standing there with your heart cut into pieces,
And I, knowing that he doesn't love me at all.

I wanna carve your name
Into my wrist
And have you sew me back together
So you can see how much
You've hurt me

One cut, two cut, three cut, four
Watch my blood spill on the floor
Five cut, six cut, seven cut, eight
Isn't this life just ******* great
Nine cut, ten
Here we go again

One cut, two cut, three cut, four
Sinking every day a little more
Five cut, six cut, seven cut, eight
Future is up to chance and fate
Nine cut, ten
This ****** up game I'll never win

The sirens blare and the lights are flashing
People run in panic, searching for a safe place
Fenced fly up around the perimeter
Doors are padlocked and baricadded
Adrenaline and Fear force everyone to flee
The safe space is lost, invaded, conquered.
As people look back over their shoulders,
Weary already from their journey ahead,
They yearn for all that they lost
And hope that they shall find it once more

Isn't it funny
how she didn't even flinch
when that block of wood
came crashing down right next to her head?
They laugh
All I did was blink

*Yes, isn't that funny?