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213 · Mar 2020
Randomness (Another Babble)
Aaron L Osgood Mar 2020
I believe I have more to say.
I’ve been quite for a while.
But not today, Time to play.
I’ve been going out my way.
Yes! I’m big a little over weight.
Traveling from state to state.
Enjoying delicacies, Yum their great!
Yo, getting off track let’s set it straight.
I have my truck now to transport freight.
Wait!, here I go again babbling towards the end.
Like you can relate we’re the best of friends.
Just because you read this,
You don’t need this!
This isn’t medicine you don’t need sh*t.
I’m just babbling again battling with in.
The monster is my adrenaline.
Hungry for Benjamin’s!
Yes! I’m craving it still, the craving is real.
We all have to eat, A snack or a meal.
Just a couple of thousands to a mill period.
A person can dream or wake up delirious!
This coronavirus is crazy it’s too serious!
We walk about it oblivious.
Put our life on the line mysteriously.
It affected others it won’t get to me.
I’m covered by the blood, Jesus Christ!
If I get infected he will save my life.
What if it’s your time to go?
No one knows when their debt is up.
You may feel alone but what if.
We’re not alone and death is next to us?
206 · May 2019
Put your mind to it
Aaron L Osgood May 2019
You can do anything if you put your mind to it.
My life is complicated..then maybe it’s not.
Excuses is what I use..that’s all I got.
The excuses I abuse the truth I refuse.
Wait! it’s the truth that I always use.
Now I’m confused the truth never lies.
“The truth never lies unless you tell it the wrong way”.
That was my slogan the younger me used to say.

You can do anything if you put your mind to it.
Just like how I’m writing this right now.
Using my brain till I get all these words out.
Express myself without thinking less of myself.
Trying to find the best of myself than I never ever felt.
Than I never ever held and now I can grasp.
Everything I used to not have and now I have.
The older I grow I’m feeling mighty high class.
Let’s celebrate by raising up your glass.

You can do anything if you put your mind to it.
If you fail dust yourself off we all go through it.
From the richest to the rest of us.
We don’t let failure get the best of us.
I’m not perfect when I fell I was hurting.
Bruised up and broken.
Pain was so severe.
I try to talk but I kept on choking.
Like smoke filling a room and the windows is open.
I knew there was an exit but I got smoked in.

You can do anything if you put your mind to it.
Any idea you have it’s not stupid.
I’m sure past inventors was laughed at.
When they were successful i’m sure the inventor laughed back.
No matter what your complexion.
This is your life! Now let’s begin
You only control when your lesson ends.
My time and You Is what I interestingly invested in.

You can do anything if you put your mind to it.
I understand if now is not the right time to do it.
I just want to let you know that I understand.
This goes to every boy, girl, woman, or man.
You never too young as I seen.
You never too old as I couldn’t believe.
Everyone can do anything and still achieve.

Your families there,
Your friends there,
God is there..(whichever religion)
Even if you don’t know me I CARE.
205 · May 2019
Interested in Her
Aaron L Osgood May 2019
Past relationship is lesson learned.
I found a new love.
I am interested in so I invest in her.
I leave no issues alone so I question her.
Settle our differences wait till the next occurs.
I love to chill and sit next to her.
Together we’re always real.
No lie or cheat thrills.
No “I” but only “We”.
No “I” in the word “Team”.
No “I” don’t only agree.
She shares the same views interestingly.
She interested in me and I’m interested in her.
We’re almost just alike.
Only few things we differ.
Despite of what we like.
Life as I imagine our future is almost right.
Maybe I’m wrong
I’m thinking too long.
I’m coming off strong.
The list goes on and on and on and on.
I listen to this song.
I changed to next track.
I skipped love songs.
There’s no rewinding it back.
But her I do adore like i said it before.
I have to make this work.
I think of her first.
Maybe, I’m just too needy.
That could make things worse.
I’m interested in her.
I invested my time in her.
What should I do?
Just ease off messaging her....
Not about anyone. Sometimes I put myself in situations or thoughts. Enjoy
204 · May 2019
Beautiful Language
Aaron L Osgood May 2019
Teach me your language.
I can try to understand the basics.
Try to understand your expressions.
Matching the movement of your faces.
I like to pay attention.
I find you interesting as you talk.
I will always listen.
I can’t respond to every language of beauty.
The way you sound and what I hear.
I become easily attached.
Nothing can unhook me.
A different language is like a spell.
This type of beauty Is new to me.
This grasp I never felt.
So precious it’s worth my time.
Hypnotized by your beautiful words and **** eyes.
Them lips I want to kiss.
As you speak your common language is different.
It’s not common to me you can speak about love or hate.
I will still love your language any way.
Because I don’t understand nor can I relate.
My language is English.
And a little bit of French but not enough to escape.
In your language I can escape.
This could be a mistake or no mistakes.
Caught by beauty this could be fate.
Relaxed on an open field of grass of estate.
So vivid reality could make this dream last.
Intimacy so intimate.
Your voice sounds so sensitive and so caring.
Still trying to understand these words that I’m hearing.

Teach me your language..
191 · May 2019
To my lady
Aaron L Osgood May 2019
So heavenly.
You are heaven sent.
You’re my First Lady and I'm your President.
I love you baby and this is present tense.
185 · Dec 2019
Lost Myself
Aaron L Osgood Dec 2019
I’m struggling with heaven because I’m still in hell.
Trying to escape but the pressure is the strongest I ever felt.
Hell seems like the most common life I try not to follow the trend.
My outer appearance looks different than what’s within.
I’m actually greater than the being wearing this skin.
Eyes looking back, with a piercing attack.
Gambling with my life but don’t want to bet on black
I don’t care for this life, I’m just trying get my old self back.
I’m stuck in neverland, I lost my soul like Peter Pan’s did his shadow.
Charlene! (My Soul Twin) help me win this battle.
From Christian to Christian,
Do we get in where we can fit in?
Is it best to hide in a crowd and pretend?
So, we won’t be singled out or lose and any friends.
I question my action wondering, Is This Me?
The only version in a mirror I can see.
Covering up my **** with clothes embarrassing to be.
The real I.
The nice, sweet and generous guy.
Actually that’s still me!
No matter the circumstances I’ll still smile even if it kills me.
I try to **** them with kindness no need for violence.
I just tend to wear a heavy coat and try to hide it.
But it’s who I am I wear my strength like Samson.
My Joy can’t be taken away or feel abandoned.
I guess it’s the light in me, the only version of Christ in me.
The only thing that keeps me going in the darkest areas.
Just so I can see...Do you agree?
183 · Dec 2019
Get In Tuned
Aaron L Osgood Dec 2019
People think I have nothing to talk about.
But yet I stay chatting up a storm with a cloudy mind.
Thinking about situations between yours to mines.
I truly want to speak but instead I write on lines.
This is an example, a sample, as I’m scrabbling my signs.
My mind sometimes be calm or tangled in vines.
This is a new beginning another intro to a rhythmic rhyme.
At the moment I’m nothing doing anything I can spare my time.
I’ve been back and forth coast to coast but I’m doing fine.
At one moment I was going to put down the pen and resign.
But I notice members posting poetry I figured “why shouldn’t I?”
Get in tune with the groove, I found a new beat that opened my mind.
So I decided to take this opportunity, why not open my eyes?
I’m tired of being lazy I rather stand up, so I rise.
I figured I’m already driving I can enjoy this ride.
No navigation needed I use a beat as my guide.
Enthusiastic about these radio waves coming near you.
If you can’t feel it, then it should be coming soon.
Until then you can wait...
But it’s best if you can Get in Tuned.
181 · Aug 2020
A Puzzled Mind
Aaron L Osgood Aug 2020
Puzzle pieces scattered as I opened the box.
I’ve seen the picture that revels the answer.
But still clueless on how to put them together.
I sent out a request and I was accepted.
But still trying to match the curves and edges.
The lines that defines the patterns.
The way in, Is not through the door.
Then again if the door is the mind.
Suddenly my mind races as being intrigued.
So many pieces scattered I may decline.
I may not be able to solve this mystery.
175 · Jul 2019
A Break
Aaron L Osgood Jul 2019
I usually tell myself, “it’s okay”.
I’m going to put down the pen, take a little break.
Just like my drawing pencil, another little mistake.
This can’t be erased! I wasn’t thinking with my head.
I loved grabbing that pencil, sketches full of lead.
One day I’ll get back to it.
I usually tell myself, “it is what it is”.
Look towards the next entertainment, just like a kid.
I constantly move as I breathe.
If there’s something I don’t like I won’t sit still I’ll probably leave.
I always say, “I’m going to take a break from writing poetry”.
Theses words constantly be roaming me.
Another thought from my brain, knowingly.
I’m letting you in, so you can notice me.
To know why sometimes I’m here then I’m not.
Every day I usually have poetry on the spot.
Like Erica said, I have too much up my sleeve!
I just don’t write about life, things you wouldn’t believe.
My imagination exceeds and I have thoughts I need to achieve.
If only people can see what I see.
Maybe I should take a break from me.
Erica is a another talent artist. Friends with her on fb and joined her poetry group.
167 · Sep 2022
Untitled
Aaron L Osgood Sep 2022
Thanks for showing me beauty from your eye view.
Before I known not much as I walked right by you.
Now I’m very sight-full and growing to like you
As much as my sweetness excites you, I hope it invite you.
To the secret space in my heart where it’s delightful.
Until then……
163 · Aug 2019
The Basics
Aaron L Osgood Aug 2019
You must understand the basics.
If you need to read the instructions.
Please do, I’m trying make this clear for you.
I want you to see out this one clear view.
The only window I’m supplying and it’s near you.
So, don’t be lazy, i get it you’ve been a little spacey.
Dealing with your own problems lately.
An understanding gentleman knows.
Yes! I know the way life suddenly goes.
Watching the seasons as the weather flows.
From Winter to the fall.
Sometimes complication occurs we can’t have it all.
Sometimes it’s best to sit & watch as it blows on by.
Remember all them happy times before you cry.
Let me get back to the basics suddenly I lost sight.
Again! Please read the instructions before you begin.
Things might seem complicated the further you get in.
Especially if your learning about me.
This brick wall been up for a while..I’m so sorry
Held my Captain America Shield up to protect my body
Harmful play towards my mind from somebody.
I rather not say any names but many has copied.
They followed through and kept it on repeat.
Sometimes returned for more fun and kept the receipt.
I just want you to learn The Basics as I speak.
If your cool, then I’m cool, and I’ll welcome you as we greet.
If you understand what I’ve been through then follow me.
161 · May 2019
Untitled
Aaron L Osgood May 2019
Imagine that your mine.
I want to share my time
To let you know your beauty is divine.
Complexion of your skin to them detail lines.
Head to your toes even the back of your spine.
Oh them curves is, what’s the word miss?
She said I’m so observant and gave me a kiss.
The taste of your lips is sweet as wine.
So elegantly bliss my hands on your hips.
Holding your sides like I’m measuring your width.
In my mind wondering “how many inches is this?”.
Lost track of my focus..back to them lips.
The longer we kiss the stronger my grip gets.
It feels so good I hate to dismiss this.
I have to check this one off my Wish List.
I’m starting to fall in love with this chick.
—END—

Must I mention this is just a vision.
I can’t go no further.
Because I can’t make a decision.
160 · Oct 2017
It’s....I
Aaron L Osgood Oct 2017
I haven't done this in a while,
So lend me your ears,
I'm going to speak with my mind,
And I will forget about my fears...

This is just a message..
Saying hello to my friend on the other side,
It's okay! no need to reply,
Just want to express myself,
An expression like a smile,
Both corners of the mouth rising the cheeks,
Takes a lot of thought and muscle,
For I better known as DatGuy to speak,
I really wish I can send this without you getting it,
Impossible I know that,
I hope your reading this but yet forgetting it,
Like something you don't want to hear,
Let it go in one ear and out the other,
Let me write this expression,
I'm not going to be second guess,
A vision is a sight to see,
The mind is sometimes confusing to me,
My mind sometimes be using me,
As I think,
I think a thought,
Then I try to put in motion,
Either drawing a picture or writing is my daily devotion..
157 · Jul 2019
Renewed
Aaron L Osgood Jul 2019
I finally found that closed door open.
Bright lights as I walk through hoping.
For a different me from what I’ve been showing.
The silent me is what people been knowing.
Now, I want others to know my voice!
Spoken or unspoken poetry, I have a choice!
I believe the inner me wants to make some noise.
The enemy tried to steal my joy.
I’ve been silence since I was a little boy.
I grew up with a loving family, so I didn’t need to be.
I guess I was just saving me from me.
I figured living life this way will be easy.
The simplest things would please me.
I had no opinion, no option, or no vision.
But it didn’t matter because my story was already written...
154 · Apr 2020
My Will
Aaron L Osgood Apr 2020
I’m not dying but it feels like I am.
Left traveling the world alone for work, ****
I can’t go back to my life, my friends or family.
Although I am holding up well financially.
Still have a job due to resupply America.
Restocking food on supermarket shelves.
Not going home I feel emptiness in myself.
I was born and raised in New Jersey, it’s home.
The state it’s in My Family I worry, it’s home.
Until the disaster ends I have no choice but to continue to roam.
I feel it in my spirit, in my soul, so lonely and cold.
I continue to hold my head up praying for hope.
Still suffering continues around the globe.
So as I continue to write  My Will.
I just wanted express my moments on how I feel.
Shedding a tear as my feelings are revealed.
Trying to be strong but the pain still kills
Because I’m missing everyone still.

Signing off Aaron L. Osgood.

My Will
153 · Dec 2019
To My Past
Aaron L Osgood Dec 2019
To the people of my past you’re truly missed.
My memory is intact and moments I cannot forget.
Good or Bad life is full of twists.
But yet time is continuous it can’t be dismissed.
On my bad days I may have wished you didn’t exist.
I kept out of touch and kept my distance.
Facebook occurred then my searches was persistent.
Looking for clues that I had a past with you.
Just a glance maybe there’s a second chance.
That I can reunite the friendship between us two.
151 · Jul 2020
Love Me or Not!
Aaron L Osgood Jul 2020
So, here we go again.
Take two!
Love Me or Not.
I’m not here to make you.
Whatever you choose it’s cool.
Because, I’m going to still be me.
I’m still going to live on.
I know it’s hard to believe.
Not dealing with you is a relief.
I’m going to be Stressless!
Express my feelings I won’t suppress this.
I’m free now no need to be obsessed with.
I’m about to let it all out.
Love Me or Not, is my confession.
Love Me or Not, is full of aggression.
Love Me or Not...
I guess I learned my lesson.
Take Three!
Wait!
You don’t have another chance with me.
You just missed out on romance with me.
Bags packed! no going to France with me.
Aime-moi ou pas (French)
You don’t have another chance with me.
I think we can both agree!
This is an indefinitely guarantee.
You’ll never **** with me!

To be continued...
144 · Jul 2020
I’m Still Alive
Aaron L Osgood Jul 2020
I’m still alive!
So, that means I didn’t die.
I’m back now in my suit and tie.
Being presentable is my profession.
Appearing here now I guess I have a confession.
My words is not just talk.
It’s my best means of an expression.
I will always laugh now and maybe cry later.
At the moment I’m molding my life.
I guess you can call me The Creator.
The Artistic Visionary, The Artistic Invader.
My art is always present I never miss.
I used to call myself Artamyst....
I appear to be the toughest.
My exterior is the roughest.
I take life all in until enough is enough is.
I know you see me talking.
Ignoring me as you keep on walking.
Just Great!
At times I may enter hibernation state.
I keep to myself.
Even when part of me wants to escape.
I stay on the clock from twelve to twelve.
I’m still alive no expiration.
So, that means I will remain on the shelf.
And if I do die, continue the separation.
From the body to the soul.
Life is just a play.
God gave me a role.
God gave me a goal.
I’m trying to reach it
But it will be a blessing if I turn old.
I’m talking black and white with some grey.
1) My black or brown skin, okay.
2) The white hairs may appear.
3) But I rather see grey.
I had to break it down.
I didn’t want you to question my logic.
I’m actually writing this.
As I’m listening to Logic.
I’m still alive and kicking is my topic.
I really need a vacation, probably the tropics.
Energizer bunny
I’ll keep going until I stop this......
Oh Yeah,,,I’m Alive...Stay Tune.
Maybe more coming soon.
144 · Dec 2019
Reconnection
Aaron L Osgood Dec 2019
I’m trying to reconnect to a certain line.
I contacted the operator but they couldn’t find.
The individual that I’m trying to reach.
In my dreams is the only visual so incomplete.
I have the description of an image without a name.
My dreams usually tease me, I play no games.
I can’t get in control, the dreams are usually the same.
A person in the mist, the image nearly missed.
I wake up happy and at times I’m nearly ******.
My dreams is stuck between my past and future
When that moment occurs it will feel like deja vu with humor.
Ha!, that moment couldn’t occur much sooner!
I’ll just wait until then....who knows when...
143 · Jul 2019
Randomness (Part 2)
Aaron L Osgood Jul 2019
Here I am again in this same ol’ spot.
Same ol’ clothes with the same ol’ watch.
Same type of smile, I keep smirking a lot.
Call me busy cause I keep on working a lot.
Trying to get what you have, what I don’t got!
It’s not a lot but I want it all
People say Dream Big.
I guess I keep on dreaming too small.
I was bent on reality it took a lot out of me.
I took a breather and changed my velocity
Obviously, to focus on my goals and think positivity.
142 · Feb 2022
Untitled
Aaron L Osgood Feb 2022
they say come Out Your Shell
have They Ever Revealed themselves?
O.Y.S.T.E.R.
139 · Jan 2024
Untitled
Aaron L Osgood Jan 2024
I can give you my time all I can spare

Watch you all day your the only one I care.

You can catch me looking at you, as I stare.

Wishing I wasn’t here, I rather be over there.

I can’t be so I’ll substitute me with flowers & a bear.

I need oxygen to live but I survive on your air.

We’re one of a kind to make a pair.

I wonder if that forbidden fruit was a pear.

Because the shape of your body..i wanna grab I swear.

I can’t even go on without you..I just wanted to share.
138 · Feb 2020
Untitled
Aaron L Osgood Feb 2020
I’m like a ghost in the wind.
I want you to hold me again.
I want you to know me again.
I’m just a lonely black man.
I mostly only slacked back then.
But yet I was zen.
I lived amongst others.
When life was simple back then
A good guy but almost a criminal back then.
Well that’s a lie, black or white stripes.
Call me adidas because I was original back then.
I drew pictures with a pencil.
But I’m much crazier with a pen.
I have a lot to say words I contemplate.
Don’t need to over think things as I concentrate.
Nothing is too complicated as I dominate it.
My mind is polluted just over populated
I tend to move and say I made it.
I guess I did it again.
I was labeled as a loser, so I pretended to win.
As I look at myself within rather than my skin.
If life is so short, where should I begin?
Can I skip over growing up?
Now I’m throwing up.
The Cap as I wear the Gown.
Life just started.
I’m clueless of what’s happening now.
Life went by with the quickness
Grown my richest, with invested interest.
Times got though yet I still handled my business.
Self made as I claim it, what should I name it?
The title of enrichment with a twist of impingement
Is that not same ****, please excuse my language.
It was called for and over dated.
I just want to say I made it..
Yes!, I made it, Yes!, I made it!
The time well spent was estimated.
Now...signing out, And you’re devastated.
Sorry!
137 · May 2019
Downs & Ups
Aaron L Osgood May 2019
Heart Break and Pain will make you crazy but I hope not insanely.
Make you see flames angry in your head looking for someone to blame.
Somehow this angry you can keep in control and maintain.
The fuse is lit you have to go through with it.
Forget about losing it now your over there confusing ****.
Look at yourself looking for an enemy.
The guy in the mirror is not your best friend to be.
Sometimes he is the best friend to me.
The only friend that you can bare to see.
The Image of yourself is not vanishing.
So you break everything in your path.
Vandalizing things you never wish you had.
Anything that symbolizes a memory of y’all past.
You wish these memories didn’t last...

Eventually you will work through the pain and see happiness.
You will see yellow, blue, and white The Sky.
Red will be gone flushing out Your Eyes.
You will throwing away or burn Your Old Disguise.
Let it vanish as you bathe In The Sun.
All eyes on you because You Are The One.
You Are the Son that made it You Graduated.
HEART BREAK AND PAIN.
Now your life is different Not The Same.
You broke free of those Weighted Chains.
Through the anger you Waited For Change.
Crying in bed
Wearing Black but seeing Red.
Now the past is dead.
You can live your life Rich Pure Fame.
131 · May 2019
My God!
Aaron L Osgood May 2019
In person i walk around very quietly.
When I write it’s nonviolently.
I’m not that type of writer that wants to ****,
steal, or destroy.
My momma raised me as a holy boy.
Now I am a man and I seen too many thing which I still don’t understand.
I try to have fun with my friends at night.
But I’m not trying to get caught in no gun fight.
“No weapon formed against me shall prosper”.
If it’s my time to go then I will accept it.
This not my life even though I’m living it.
I can’t reject my God.
Only respect my God.
With him I can defeat my odds.
130 · Feb 2020
Love Lost
Aaron L Osgood Feb 2020
Cover my eyes so I go blind.
Because love is hard to find.
Maybe I’m not in the zone.
I need to switch my time.
I may be insufficient, not in my prime.
I’m trying to reach that primate status.
Let me go ape **** full of madness.
Life ain’t **** if nothing’s happens.
My drive is anxious I gotta have it.
I practice patience, I’m automatic.
I’m in a different bracket less dramatic.
You located love, well that’s fantastic!
I’m happy for you, let’s not dispute.
Love for me does not compute.
I got different views and reviews.
I wear the same size just have different shoes.
Just saying I’m the same person with different news.
129 · Jun 2019
Untitled
Aaron L Osgood Jun 2019
Please come get me before I run out.
Because it’s summer time and the sun’s out.
Good weather but I don’t like the heat though.
I don’t even like the freezing cold.
The degrees be counting down below zero.
Bur! It’s cold girl let me warm you up.
Since, I saved you can I be your hero?
Whenever you need me call I’ll be here yo.
I am super but I can’t fly in the air though.
I like how you look but we’re better as a pair though.
If you have a broken heart I got the emergency kit.
To repair it.
Listen to my words even if it’s hard to hear it!
I’m sorry, I had to put pressure on your wound.
If you’re unhappy you will heal very soon.
Just give me some time you’ll be immune.
I’m all done now I’m changing this tune...
Bye.
125 · May 2019
I’m Sorry Mike
Aaron L Osgood May 2019
I guess you tried but couldn't find all the pieces to your heart.
Trying to put it back together unorganized pieces kept falling apart.
"How could you find the strength to move on?"
As you questioned yourself.
Putting doubt and fear in your mind.
Second guessing ever situation leaving nothing behind.
There's a young woman i know that has been interested.
She found you interesting years ago and still do now.
But how long does she has to wait around.
Time keeps going and does not stay still.
The pain from your past relationship left you a numbing feel.
Numbness situation kept you full for a while.
Still on the brain feeding yourself the pain.
Can't trust another woman even with a different name.
I understand the feeling and sympathize for you...
I’m Sorry Mike.
I post this I totally forgot who I wrote this for. It was a while ago
125 · Mar 2024
?
Aaron L Osgood Mar 2024
?
We talk, We chat, We laugh, and Then look back.
On situations that occur,
Is it real or just an imitation?
Is this something I should feel?
An unknown identification
124 · Feb 2020
Crazy or Not (Chatting)
Aaron L Osgood Feb 2020
Hello , Good Morning!
Another fun filled day...not boring.
Another day of chores like pick things up from the floor.
If you did it already, then do it again, like before.
Life sometimes repeats occurrences we cannot ignore.
Lesson learned for the test you yearn
Expressions earned before you reached a common concern.
I’m just here as a therapist to analyze and confirm.
Maybe you are insane or maybe I am on certain terms.
I could be crazy like a Joker’s impressionist then this meeting is adjourned.
Laugh Now....Cry Later
Crazy like connecting dots on graph paper
Crazy like talking to a wall as if it’s your neighbor.
The response back is silence but you’re hearing a lot.
Now you’re wondering if your going crazy or not..
Aaron L Osgood Feb 2020
What can I talk about that doesn’t include me?
I painted every single picture so you could view me.
High definition type so you see the true me.
If we don’t know each other, tell others that you knew me.
117 · May 2019
Amazed
Aaron L Osgood May 2019
I’m not even perfect nor I’m the best.
I’m willing to achieve my dreams and forget about the rest.
Doubt has no meaning to me neither does fear.
If it did I wouldn’t be here.
I would live in existence but I would be scared.
I wouldn’t be on Hello Poetry.
Sharing one of my perfection skills with you.
So many different type of writing styles.
Similar topics but different views.
Life is amazing I sure everybody notice.
We have a community of artist also know as poets.
I love to open a window and look outside.
Looking all the poets paint a picture by writing in the sky.
You may not be Amazed but I know I am.

Thank You..
I must have the biggest heart
I Care
115 · Feb 2020
Living Contestant
Aaron L Osgood Feb 2020
Drowning in my pain full of sorrow.
Take a few pills there’s no tomorrow.
The hurt will go bye-bye.
I won’t reach the heavens no matter how high.
Suffering from dehydration due to my cries.
Vision is getting blurry through my eyes.
I worry no more as I sigh.
Tired days....always.
Like paint peeling on these hallways.
I want to be renewed and refresh.
I don’t want to intrude, excuse as I express
New life, Next lesson, Game show contestant.
Play to win over the percentage we lose.
The sacrifices we choose
Is life just a game?
115 · Oct 2017
To My Love
Aaron L Osgood Oct 2017
Hello Sweetie your my baby cakes,
I love you and miss your face,
A kiss kiss will always makes my day,
Forever I will always stay,
And Forever I will always say,
No one could never ever ever take your place,
Any error moment doesn’t have to remain,
Like with a pencil we can just erase,
Don’t let it ruin us because we’re the best,
We’re on this journey together,
Which is my favorite conquest ,
Seven years together,
You’ve been sparked my interest,
We already started to invest,
Twisted thoughts equals a twisted mess,
How could you drift off course,
We been on park no idling of course,
I know this world pushes us in different direction,
Go against the wind,
Go against the force,
Let’s forever love one another,
And never get a divorce,
My baby,
My baby cakes,
My Love,
I’ll never hate,
My Love,
You will always take,
You are the one for me,
These seven years is not a mistake,
You are the one for me,
Every time we go out it’s like our first date,
I try not to be messy,
Like eating food from my plate,
I try to keep it smooth,
But now I realize I can just relax,
No matter the storm that faces us,
We got each other’s backs....

By Aaron (DatGuy)
115 · May 2019
Complicated Love
Aaron L Osgood May 2019
A relationship is suppose to be us.
I can say we tried to live.
I guess it wasn’t just enough.
But wasn’t truthful to one another.
We loved like adults but acted like kids.
We suffered in silence I guess it is what it is.
Our chemistry didn’t mix.
So much problems we didn’t fix.
Caused a chain reaction and now I’m reacting.
Call it nuclear because this bomb is active.
Yeah, it just happened hours ago.
The fumes didn’t disintegrate yet.
You didn’t say goodbye and you just left.
Cold hearted which I wish I missed.
The chance to get to know you..I dismissed.
We were close now we’re distant.
I guess our love lost interest.
Now we’re finished.
Now I’m finished.
I’m single again just another beginning.
I’m questioning myself looking for the right path.
Trying to find a different route then what I had.
All the time I wasted I’m just so angry.
Painfully crazy insanely lately.
Dizzy my head be spinning & I miss my baby.
Second thoughts maybe it was my fault.
Fighting all the time till we confused in the head.
Don’t know who started this or what I said..
Wrote this for a friend and her Broken relationship.
113 · May 2019
Deceitful Beauty
Aaron L Osgood May 2019
Beautiful is what you are.
Morning Sunshine to the Nightly stars.
Silky complexion of you skin.
Your beauty is precious on the outside.
But I love your beauty better within.
When I look for love it’s beyond appearance.
You could be the sexiest person.
And still have disgusting mind.
Bad could be all you ever known.
A bad seed within but a beautiful flower has grown.
Being deceitful is not a cover up.
Like I said before, it’s what you always known.
So you met me to balance out your hate.
To seem like a good person to cover up your evil ways.
A beautiful rose smell sweet but have thorns.
Best relationship kept still can be an object of scorn.
113 · Jun 2019
Handle My Own
Aaron L Osgood Jun 2019
How can I testify I can’t even touch the sky
I’m drowning in my sorrow sinning for days.
I try not to be a sinner always.
But I’m trying to follow ya’ll ways.
Because if I’m not of this earth I’m a stubborn fool.
I played the game and I followed the rules.
Three years in and I finished school.
With an Associate Degree, I thought ya’ll would honor me or maybe follow me.
I started making different moves.
Followed my own path but y’all disapproved.
We been friends for a long time I thought we were cool.
It’s me Aaron! I’m still that same old dude.
Funny little kid, I guess it is what it is.
Now, I have to decide how I’m going to handle my biz
113 · Dec 2019
A Broken Method
Aaron L Osgood Dec 2019
I hate to see a broken heart crumbled to pieces.
The more the person hurts the more the pain increases.
We love life, but what it’s worth? and What does it teaches?
Sometimes the pain is unbearable which leaves you speechless.
Asking for help so you call on Jesus.
Pray for a recovery and to strengthen this weakness.
Because you know you’re stronger than your present self.
Trying to forget the current troubles and leave it in the past.
A broken heart and a polluted mind, how long will this last?
You love yourself yet you feel so harassed.
Thinking too much of the problem just another waste of time.
Grab that glass pour some liquor or wine.
Trying to drown the sorrow and say you’re fine.
If you’re not yourself then the intoxicated version of you wouldn’t mind.
    Just give it time....Just give it time..
112 · Sep 2019
Roads
Aaron L Osgood Sep 2019
Before I was reaching for the sky trying to make it through.
You should see me now i’m starting to make it through.
Traveling the country in a semi-truck looking at amazing views.
I’ll try to stick with my talents and pile new ones on.
Because the sky is the limit and what’s new never felt wrong.
Nerves may kick in but it’s only there to make me strong.
If life was easy it wouldn’t feel long.
But I cherish every second and take notes.
Because every inch I step could lead me down another road.
111 · Dec 2019
To Tabitha
Aaron L Osgood Dec 2019
This message is to my friend Tab.
Your always thought of almost like the best friends I have.
I hope you remember our past and don’t forget the fun we had.
Even if we’re living different lives and hardly crossing paths.
I guess have no choice to wait until the next time we chat.
I’m patient enough, I have enough time to clean up some stuff.
As I’m creating this it’s like I’m forming a picture from a paintbrush.
I hope you got the clue because our past lived it through.
College life in art class is where I met you.
I saw many images but being friends with you was the best view.
I’m sorry back then I wasn’t getting the hint.
Oblivious to signs even if it was assigned to I.
I need to express myself even if this a public view.
I figured this is the only way I can get to you.
I used messenger and texted- No Answer.
I know we stopped talking but we were still cool though.
Maybe this poem is a far reach and I’m just trying to say hi.
I’m in California as I’m creating this and looking at the sky
At the moment the sun is setting I guess its going to be a goodbye...
Have a goodnight and eventually we’ll speak it’s not urgent everything is alright.
110 · Feb 2020
That Image
Aaron L Osgood Feb 2020
That image though.
Your beauty just shine bright.
I’ll call you my sunshine.
Seeing you in the morning is what I like.
Smiling from cheek to cheek.
Can’t believe you’re here with me.
Spending time from a week to weeks.
I can’t wait until you’re awake.
For the moment I’ll let you sleep.
It feels like home to hear you speak.
Very welcoming and unique.
That certain tone I cannot repeat.
A loop in my brain until it gets weak.
Please don’t fade away, I love you day by days.
Forever is my Always, Always is my Forever.
No matter the storm as long as we’re together.
I Love You!
109 · Nov 2017
Running Thoughts
Aaron L Osgood Nov 2017
Why am I not asleep?,
Thinking about the day during my night,
Thinking about if I wasted time or was it on my side...

I got an old flow but new vibe,
I got an old soul but new eyes,
At times I get a little grumpy,
As if I’m older than what I am,
Sometimes I question myself “who am I ?”,
I’m so surprised of my actions,
So alive no need for subtraction,
I try to add more excitement to my life,
I couldn’t find any instruction attachments,
The fact is half my life has too many fraction,
I’m getting so tired of all these mathematics,
Wondering why everything happens for a reason?
The answer to that equation that life changes during the seasons,
Nothing is never the same but to me it is,
Because at times I don’t like to take a risk,
I look back at my moments as I wish,
I wouldn’t of missed because I misunderstood,
Those moments I had when I wish I could,
Doubt is trying to creep up,
So now the outer me wants to speak up,
Trying to keep the enemy from the inner me to meet up,
It takes so much energy to keep up,
Times of the fashion,
Why didn’t I force the situation with my actions?
Why didn’t I take that leap?
Why am I like this?
Why couldn’t I just fight this?
Now, I live my life through cellular devices,
I can’t ask Siri what to do during a crisis,
Siri doesn’t know what my life is like,
It doesn’t have an idea even with the brightest light,
I keep looking over the edge,
Like I’m standing on the cliff but it’s only in my head,
It’s the end of my day and I’m laying in my bed,
I can’t go to sleep my thought is causing pollution,
I don’t want my next day to start until I figure out a new solution,
What should I do?
Who should I be if I don’t want to be me?
I need to live my life but I don’t want to appear fake,
I guess I’ll just learn from my mistakes,
But how many of these mistakes will I make?...
109 · Mar 2024
🤔 (Happiness is Love)
Aaron L Osgood Mar 2024
I talk about love more than hate.
It gets tough and I can’t carry the weight.
Anger takes over no patience to wait.
Acquaintance is common never my mate.
I forgot when I lost it, I’ll mark the date.
I don’t want to repeat the same mistakes.
Happiness becomes mistreated then breaks again.
Now, I have to start over before it escapes again.
Mental status almost restored won’t shake the end.
Reminisce the past feeling rewind the tapes again.
Drown in self love until it sinks in…
Happiness quench my thirst..I’ll keep on drinking..

Happiness is Love
Happiness can’t show Hate
🤔 Can it?
103 · May 2019
Me missing Me.
Aaron L Osgood May 2019
When is it my turn to tell you how I feel!
I want someone to listen as I keep it real.
This is not about me missing.
Much more about me missing me.
Just how I used to live and how life used to be.
They say life gets better.
But I’m seeing the worse of things.
I’m trying to find my old self.
That was attached to me.
There may be a part 2
101 · Feb 2020
Past Connection
Aaron L Osgood Feb 2020
We reached a connection just to reconnect.
Discussing past times as we collect just to recorrect.
Everything seems alright so I’ll mark it with a check.
Now we can close the door and throw away the key.
Never open up the past since you’re done talking with me.
101 · May 2019
Lost Love
Aaron L Osgood May 2019
Looking for that lost love.
I thought I had it.
I wished I grabbed it.
I wished I grasped it.
I wished it lasted.
Longer than my past did.
Longer than anything ever lasted.
The only thing that’s sad is.
I missing it so much.
I lost the feeling of it’s touch.
Memories is fading...
I’m trying to hold on.
As a man I’m suppose to be strong.
What’s a man to do?
When it’s invisible to see.
When I want to touch and keep it.
But it doesn’t agree with me.
But I’m still trying to seek it.
A pure addiction like I need it.
Should I get on my knees?
In a garden and try to plant this seed.
Hoping it will grow into the love I always known.
Love forever grows and Love forever dies.
They say love is abundantly.
But I’m wearing black as I cry.
Not sure where that sunshine is.
I can’t see it through my eyes.
Vision is clear and sometimes it’s blind.
Colors I see but love I can’t find.
101 · Feb 2020
The Struggle
Aaron L Osgood Feb 2020
Sing me a song.
Let it be long.
Attach to my soul.
Let it belong.
Fill this empty hole.
Let it be strong.
Enough, so I can withstand.
To complete a puzzle.
Let it be whole again.

I once was weak like my muscles.
Life hit me hard until I struggled.
Couldn’t get back up so I stumbled.
I’m tired of trying! Hope things get better
I’m tired of crying! During this stormy weather.
Dehydrated or Drench?
I forget which one is which.
My mind is a stutter just watch as I glitch.
Tryig...To...Fiur......How...To...Get...R_.

^(Tr­ying To Figure Out How To Get Rich)^
99 · Feb 2020
Ex Talk
Aaron L Osgood Feb 2020
Walk with me down memory lane.
Talk with me when I call your name.
I know you see me, I know you’re there.
You noticed me, so I guess you still care.
As I grab your attention, I hope you have time to spare.
Why wouldn’t you?
Then again you do have a lot on your plate.
Maybe me contacting you is a mistake.
My past still haunts me so I’m awake.
Writing to you now even when it’s late.
97 · May 2019
Just an Ex
Aaron L Osgood May 2019
Why I keep dreaming about you?
Like you’re apart of my life.
When you’re really apart of my past.
The relationship that we had.
We drifted far away...
And we’re still opposites now.
As I think of our past I’m frowning now.
I should be laughing insanely.
Thinking of my mistake it’s crazy.
Call me The Joker I feel like clowning now.
It’s just so hilarious how amateur I was.
You was fooling around.
As I was calling you my love.
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