Tryin to be independent of the venom inside my head,
This isn't dead though,
My eyes are red so,
I'm reaching the pinnacle,
Reading into the syllables,
Inside my head,
That want me dead,
But I'm not ready yet,
So I'll just say no to the infected perception of the world around me,
So,
Just relax,
Here I am.
Just look in the mirror,
Smile,
And jump in.
The water is cold and unforgiving,
The product of being so lost and feeling so
Dark, alone, but I'm never quitting, so,
Hold on and don't let go,
It's gonna be hard,
But don't let your feeling show,
How scared you are,
To feel the scars,
and free the arts,
of the real,
person you are.
Just show them,
You'll never give up,
Just feel the love,
and let it grow,
So,
Be who you are,
and don't forget,
when things are hard,
Just stare at the stars.
~Robert van Lingen
The rhythm is inspired by NF, and his music. Listen to "The Search" by NF then read this with that kind of rhythm, and that's how I envisioned it.