What if I could believed
All those impossible stories
All those brilliant miracles
Majestic in their glories
The proverbs
You teach your children
The comfort of your gift
What if it were true
That destinies were some how fixed

Where is this place
Where truth is hidden
For only the chosen few
The gathering of angels
The conversion of the Jews
Where are your invisible deities
The miracles of their love
If they’re real, then no big deal
They can stop the wars
From above  

Sea of gold
Trees of knowledge and life
A ****** heart
Becomes god's wife
Bowing down
Forever more
Before the judgmental
Blood stained floor
Answering questions like
Did you support the war
I'm afraid you'll need
To convince me more...

What if I could believed
all those impossible stories,
all those brilliant miracles,
majestic in their glories!
The proverbs
you teach your children,
the comfort of your gift.
What if it were true
that destinies were some how fixed?

Where is this place
where truth is hidden
for only the chosen few?
The gathering of angels,
the conversion to a Jew?
Where are your invisible deities,
the miracles of their love?
If they’re real, then no big deal
they can stop the wars
from above…

Sea of gold,
trees of knowledge and life,
a ****** heart
becomes god's wife.
Bowing down
forever more
before the judgmental
blood stained floor.
Answering questions like
did you support the war.
I'm afraid you'll need
to convince me more...

The laws of the universe
are written in repeating patterns.
Complicated crystals of consciousness.
Cooperation is a balancing force.
Survival of the fittest
is but death and war.
These laws are not just mine,  they’re ours.

Resilient
The poets heart
Words we use
Turning pain to art

Chronic stress
A syndrome no less
Our muses behold
The Mother's breast

Fight or flight
Sympathetic states
We resolve upon
Our creative slates

Breaking through
Rising above
Poetry becomes our strongest drug

When the fever flares
Word are but aspirin
And the poem becomes our cure
An observation I made while
living here,

on HP!

When I realized
The undoing of our ways
Blue turned black
And bled upon the page
Still my arrows
Are pointless words
Far beyond decisions
Of no return..

The Devil pursued until his interest failed
He changed his course straight back to hell
Yet I felt to follow through gates and doors
Caught and married his favorite *****...

The beard that hid my bitter face
I took a razor and I did erase
No more hiding from what I can be
How could I embrace such misery...

Darkness plagues the shadows of mind
Light gets broken in the Devil's design
But we are not pawns without a choice
These are my hands and this is my voice...

Five different species of animals
evolved into 🦀 *****
Why Hell’
King crab pinchers can sever a limb!

So perhaps
have a little ✨sympathy
When I tell ya
Lately my girlfriends been acting
A bit crabby again

Invisible snappers
Ripping tearing
&
Devouring!

Five different species of animals
evolved into 🦀 *****!

Believe it or not..
King crab pinchers can sever a limb!

So perhaps
have a little ✨sympathy
When I tell ya

Lately my girlfriends been acting
A bit crabby again

Invisible snappers
Ripping tearing
&
Devouring

And when they broke me
My heart never healed
My trust in society
Is what they killed
Life so easily wasted
By the lies
Of thugs and thieves
Another soul forsaken
   By your local Saint Police...

The waves of uneasiness
Trouble the shores
Deep in the night
The tides still roar

Unmovable past
Refuses to bend
Emotional fractures
Crawl back in

Chills, sweats
Fever dreams
Are the cost of war
At love's defeat

Carried on
The wayward soul
All the loving
We've ever known!


.....

Ya...
But, but
I am crazy
You see what
You want to see
There's no mercy
No not for me
All the double
Negatives  
Are meant
To deceive
Please
don't
look
At
Me
...........................

Crazy is real
Alive and kicking
Hidden in minds
Beyond recognition
So heed my warning
Before it stays
Deal with those issues
Don't stuff them away
Or crazy may last
To the end of our days!

In the blind spot
of the transparency of soul
it seems I know more then I know.
I possess the answers
the cures of dis-ease
It’s been there all along
creative energy!

Can she see through creative eyes
Violet truths, purple lies

Can she feel me when I'm numb
Drink with me the pirate's ***

Can her touch bring me pleasure
Is her bounty hidden treasure

Where I'm going, when I come
Will she know if I'm done

When I bleed will she see red
Will my hungry heart be fed

Shall all be lost in lovers cove
Or shall love shine like stolen gold

I am not a cog in this machine
As it rolls on mightily

I wield creative deformity
Navigating aimlessly

My passion refined
Primitively divine

My anger rips through my fears
With claws of resentment

My love for life
An immortal hunger

And I’m not getting any younger!

My guitar is my voice
My lyrics my leads
Singing and dancing
Sets my heart free

In the kichen
I'm a star
At the party
Open mic's
At the bar

I can't sing
But I sure can play
Karaoke singers
Trying to get laid


Like a howling wind
My guitar whispers and moans
Unlike the Wilburys
I travel alone

And play-on I shall
With the coming of night
With the stars all in motion
Creativity in flight...

Who dare goes there
Mere human
Who dare dream
The dreams
Of the races
That came before
All loose life forms
Free to explore
Every mind
An open door
Every spark of light
Cries out for more
Who dare explore
Beyond the human core?

If I were lost
On a perpetual path
Navigating back and forth
With only a mad man's map
I would leave behind
A bread crumb trail
To help feed those
Still lost in hell
Then perhaps they'd find a way
Through this perpetual
Relentless maze
...

How do you form
Such feelings with rhymes
Surely words can't lift
Your heart every time
But when you pen
Your heart beats mine
How do you convey
Such feelings with rhymes

How will they see
The desperate me
And feel the pain
Flow as I bleed
Knowing the longing
Has yet to break free
What will become
If I can't get no relief
So
Tell me your method
Your motives
Your mind
How do you form
Such feelings with rhyme
...

The circuits sustain
While consciousness restricts
Say what you may
There remains little risk
Words harsh to the senses
Comments sharper then knifes
Emotional barriers
Of jealousy and strife
Are you looking for a victim
Or just one freaky night
How many accounts
Before you get it right?

Alone with nature
I savor every
Breath taking moment
I so long to share
Her elegance

I came upon
A beautiful red flowers
Shaped like butterflys
All the other flowers
Had died off
I suppose summer
Is winding down

Sad for only a brief second
I catch my thankful heart
May the cycle never end

There's a problem with
Our powers
Worldwide
Weapons on patrol
Posturing with our patriotic fist
Controlling foreign soils (souls)

Competition with the big dogs
China on the rise
Vladimir Putin is being so **** nice
No needs for anyone to die!

While here (In the states)
Simple basic dignities
Are at there all time low's
Even our basic health cares
Have become
Death panels roles

And don't look at our boarder
The place we've dropped the ball
A bunch of freedom's nationalist
Shaped by our own fear's cause!

Guns, guns, guns
Shooting everyone
Welcome to America
Look what we've become!

There’s a storm blowing cold tonight
There’s a tormenting whisper in the wind
My sword is useless in this fight
There’s a battle waged within

**** the demons, **** this flight
**** this soul within
**** what’s wrong, **** what’s right
**** the righteous sin

This storm has blown through me before
Red my eyes do see
Exiled to the killing floor
Wasted on my knees

It will always appear
Confusing
To most quite amusing
So I will attempt
To confess
How I can be
Both
So **** cursed
And yet very
**** blessed

The hang man
Isn't hanging
Death defying
Flaying
Upon the cliff
I'm scaling
The crowd
Neither haling
Nor for me rallying
I'm a star
Yet a hellion
Because
Higher thinking
In their eyes
Is rebellion
But then again
The hell with them!
'Cause I'm **** blessed
The end!

I don’t need a subject
to write a poem!
My flow of words are comprised
Of Pleasant soothing tones

I’ll dazzle you with words
in a free fallen opus
The best of the best hocus-pocus

No theme needed
To touch your heart
To reach your deeper
Poetic part

No, I need no
Subject to come across
My words are love
Given
Free of cost
!!!

In this reality
Her and I never met
In this verse my path
Bypassed that regret
Yet only to fall
For another one
Who'd break my heart
Before she's done
And on to another
Setting sun
  Of another multi
Universal conundrum
...

While being transported
To a doctors appointment
I rode in the back of the van
Behind the fence
In hand cuffs and leg irons
Another day at work for the
The two prison guards up front
But for me, my first time seeing
Outside the prison walls
In over two years...
There was a feeling of longing
That ***** my mind
I begged them please
Leave me in the darkness
While I do my time
.....

A cloud of deception lingers on
Blind devotion and simple mindedness
Attacking evil they become evil
Building weapons out of unkindness
Their compassion is but a whisper
Their hatred a shrill shrieking scream
That’s heard from every mountaintop
Every valley in between

This wisdom is built upon
Interpretations of ancient words
It’s all so contradictive
And dangerously absurd
It’s okay to hate evil
Yet evil is a product of hate
It’s all in the name of some loving god
Who lacks the ability to tolerate?

The only thing I know to be real
Is that the enemy is the hate that we all feel…

Dear Dangerous People
The moment draws near
A time I must choose
Between compassion and fear

Arrested in spirit
The primitive divine
So human in nature
Yet lost in time

Shall you come and join our party
Your heart we hope to steal
Won't you come and join our party
Dress yourself to ****!

Hidden behind the silence
Of brushstrokes whispering
Shivers in darkness
Silent shallow screams

There's an unrest in your silence
In every word you breathe
A vein of darker wisdom
You've gathered empirically

Echoes in the nether
Fester in your pen
As shadow images await
  To plague your poems again...

It washes over me
The ***** mucky tides
Assuring my beliefs
Evil has to die
Headed out to seas
Manipulating lies
Squirming
In my stomach
Just below
My mind...

They are  manipulating us
Against the manipulators
While we are busy
Manipulating
Our own lives
To fit our needs
All and all
It's all about
Selfish greed
That is of course...
Dark Energy!

I want her too much
But.............................
I'm just a good dude

I always support her
Ya...............................
I'm one of her fool's

I've had enough
Well......................
I'm up to my neck

As much as I try
Sadly...................
I cannot connect

It's time to move on
Slam!!!.....................
My heart is a door

I'll love her forever
But...........................
Just not any more.

I am blind to the future
I have lost foresight...
I've been running
From my past
Like a coward
From a fight...
I have so little left
I've lost most all...
A voices inside
For tell my fall...
The end grows nearer
As the poison sets in...
  Imagine hate
That never mends
 Still I must forgive
      How and when ever I can.........

Underworld of illicit phantoms
Wicked eyes known to peep
Claws tear into our dimension
The blood of the living is what it seeks...

Darkened nights alive with evil
Doorways fabricated by human sin
Out among the creeping shadows
Reality begins to twist and bend...

Full-moon fever dreams
Excites the restless ocean tides
Demonic fables of worlds unstable
Deemed impossible, still they arrive...

Was I the first to know, the first to hide
Forced to seek refuge beyond my pride
Darkness with fangs under my bed
Screams that echo within my head...

Outside my window, when I'm alone
The willow tree dances, howls and moans
As if to mock my hope for reprieve
While the goblins of gloom slowly break free...

No escaping this nightmare that plagues this land
From frightened young boy, to desperate old man
I heard a thump, my heart skipped a beat
Some tiny demons cried out "Trick Or Treat!"

Oh my, that's right, it's Halloween Night!!!

Sure, there is scripture that backs genocide.
Do us all a favor,
close that book and throw it away!

I have a few
Debilitating, condemning
I've lost my way
More than once

My dignity
Blowing in the wind
My morals
Off to the witch

I shutter the memories
Would flow through my pen
And that I would revisit
A single dark memory
  Ever again...

Oh death
Won’t you sing me
My final dirge
Ode to the poet
Who ran out of words!

The storm passed
As the sun broke over the Horizon
The players scattered all over
The love stain battle field

Broken spirits and wounded souls
As far as the minds eye could see
Yet some how we remain untarnished
Refusing to surrender, refusing to bleed...

Our ships taking on today's problems
As we slowly sink into tomorrows seas
Trust is a life-jacket, forgiveness is dry land
We strive to drown in love as deeply as we can...

When she's alone
Such dreams
Such thoughts 
Such dead end paths
She longs to exhaust

When he's alone
Wonders of such
So many dead ends
Within his clutch

I took over this page
When the Poet died
He had a lot of followers
And so I lied
I started writing
Under his traveling name
I’m pulling your leg
But wouldn’t that be lame?

Who shall share the martyr's pain
Which bleeding heart's shall ordain
Dare sing their last will's refrain
And so hold on tight in vain
Bad stories always remain
Like Job or even poor Cain
Time can leave a wicked stain...

Hell hounds
The buying of souls
I once met the Devil
Down at the cross roads
Deals were struck
In poetic prose
I rhymed myself
In to Hell's hold

And now whips of flames
Await my last breath
Mere songs and word
The demons all laugh
Eternal flesh laid to waste
Beware
The Devil wears
   A friendly face...

Life can be
Such a mess
So get out there
And do your best

You fell down
Well, get back up
I never meant
To be so rough

The world is fast
And it ain't fair
Love is hard
And it's cold out there

Life can be such a mess
It's up to you
To do your best...

For those in the wake
Of the shameless kind
Try to shake it off
Don't be so blind

Such resentments
Will only drive you wild
You were such a wonderful
Innocent child

Put it down
Don't pick that up
I could never
Get enough

Life can be such a mess
Don't wake up
With nothing left!

Dear Julie
How do I convey
My heart dances
In child's play

Are you young?
Are you old?
Are you warm
Or fat and cold?

Where do you live?
Besides in my heart
You are an invisible
Beautiful art

I'm not looking for ***
I'm not trying to own
It's just my heart
Exist here alone

Dear sweet poetess
I need not know
In my heart
You're all ready home
...................................

Hay there big pharma!
It's prime time that you quit
Quit pushing all your deadly drugs
In our face while we're just trying to relax and live
Using sublime advertisement
Putting thoughts of cancer in our heads
Anxieties needing your special antidepressant meds

Discontinue use if you break out in a mad rash
Or if you start bleeding from your eyes or unfortunately
Your ***...

No thank you
Big Pharma
We will take a pass!

Dear body of mine
I forget how precious you are to me
these precious hands
bear lives bruises upon command..
Hammer and chisel
breaking bar blues
oh how these knuckles
let me break through..
The challenges of youth
that form our esteem
you let me stand tall
on these two strong feet
Dear Body
We are blessed to be complete!

Did you ever wonder
Who I really am?
Look how easily
You left me and your memory of me behind
A shameful picture trapped
Way, way back in your inner child's mind
Secondhand narratives are all you've ever heard of me
You see, the law...
They put me away when you where only three
Not the way it was meant to be
But second chances can heal
Not the red, the blue pill
No one can know how they're gonna feel
.....

How could I ever just simply let you go?
Your beautiful smile that forges
Has now imprinted upon my restless soul
The warm soft glow in your wandering
Bedroom eyes
Your radiant shooting star charm
The chase could never die
Dearest Dark Fairy
Darkness 'til dawn
Shrouded in sparkles
When I catch you it's on!

......




Thanks Santita
For your beautiful friendship!!!!!

Dear depression you can't win
Your dark shadow posed to descend
Always pretending to be my only friend
Constantly blaming the fool within

But you see
Even if somebody gives me a hard time
You can't block my sweet sunshine
All these layers of who I am
Cannot be undone by simple spam

My devices has an off button
My mind cannot be limited
To these circuits of cyber bliss
And certainly not controlled
By the words of some avatar
Who uses words as fist...