Samaah noor: Favorites

Feb 2019 Samaah noor

“leave it alone.”

Feb 2019 Samaah noor

Demons

“leave it alone.”

Leave it alone, Mate,
She doesn’t want to go home with ya.

#**** #sexualassault #sad #deep #depression #depressed #sadness

May 2018 Samaah noor

i've bled for people who don't care

May 2018 Samaah noor

LS

i've bled for people who don't care

when i was 7 i cracked my head open with glass
and blood covered my head
i didn't go to the hospital
i didn't even tell anyone

i never saw the glass really coming
it happened in just a split second
i hardly even felt it
it stung
but i was too worried about the glass
and how i was going to clean it
before my parents came home
my mom always liked to keep her house clean
so i had to pick it up

when i was 13
my best friend had her first heartbreak
i was doing homework
because i was so behind
but she called me crying
and asked if she could come over
i held her for two hours
while she sobbed into my sweatshirt
and when she left
i didn't even get a thank you

i try so hard to make everyone feel content and happy
then sit in my room
and wonder why i'm so sad
but it's because
all i do is bleed for people
and they never even hand me a bandaid

#blood #friends #family #glass #poetry #sad

Apr 2018 Samaah noor

Beautifully painful

Apr 2018 Samaah noor

Srijani Sarkar

Beautifully painful

I think
as artists
we owe a lot to pain.

Put on
a robe of thorns
and write

about the nice weather outside
and that delicious burger
you had today.

Write about happiness
when you're in pain-
beauty.

#pain #depression #death #agony #woe #hurt #darkness #thorns #happiness #beauty

Mar 2018 Samaah noor

Why I Write

Mar 2018 Samaah noor

witchy woman

Why I Write

I could never tell you
exactly what's going on inside my head,
so I'll write instead.
Drown my thoughts in paper & lead.
Keep my hands alive,
and my expression dead.

#writing #writer #thoughts #words #paper #pages #love #life #lost #everything

Mar 2018 Samaah noor

STARE

Mar 2018 Samaah noor

alima

STARE

You keep staring from one corner of the table at him,
Wishing you never stop staring,
If he glances at you
You look somewhere else,

But if you Stare too much
You will maybe fall in love,
But will you fall in love with his appearance or his heart,
You keep wondering are u in love or it’s just a game in your mind,

Will you fall in love with a perfect guy,
Or the guy who is always beside you and is there to listen to your dreams or jumping from a cliff,
U wonder and wonder
But end up liking him and you don’t know how to handle cause your in love.

alima

Mar 2018 Samaah noor

Hurt

Mar 2018 Samaah noor

Mari

Hurt

Colors of emotions
form into the ocean
so vast
dark
its depth immense

The hallow eyes
of a lost and broken child
waiting for a sign
a sliver of hope

Beckoning for a reason
to let her heart stay
while at the same time
knowing nothing will ever change
what's affected her

How the truth
can't be erased

Taking a deep shaky breath
she lets the darkness swallow her
in hopes of finding the light
that seemed so far out of reach

Mar 2018 Samaah noor

LOVE BOTH SIDES

Mar 2018 Samaah noor

alima

LOVE BOTH SIDES

I talk about him everyday,
Spend my day with him
Go crazy with him
Ready to go for a ride and don’t give a **** what happens
Cause I am with him,

My most closest friends going blue
Feeling I will forget them and thinking I
Don’t give a **** about them,
Deep inside I care for both

I cry and sit under my table shattered into pieces,
Remembering all memories with them
But never thought we were making memories which will always stay.

Something pulls me behind,
Guilt which come but goes because you trust yourself
More than anyone.

You wanna run and try to fade all
Memories which you have stuck in your head,
But you know you will miss them cause they
Were a part of you.

You wish they were ash of fire
Which you blow and goes away,
Never comes back or return
You miss both sides.

Mar 2018 Samaah noor

LOVING HIM

Mar 2018 Samaah noor

alima

LOVING HIM

you can't have it all
but you want it,
you see it with someonelse and wish it was you inplace of her
and never letting it go from your arms holding it tight.

you get shatterd and cry behind walls
but you try to run from it and not face the truth
cause you think you will shatter into small pecies which will hurt you deep inside.

so you move on
try not giving a **** but inside you were
slowly killing yourself.

- alima