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181 · Oct 2020
October
EmperorOfMine Oct 2020
I don't know if I'm ready for what you are about to do to me
will you **** me?
Fear filled, I'm handcuffed to the misery of the past.
Nothings meant to last, but losing people...it's the glass
filed underneath my feet, weak and underappreciated...

The consecutive destruction provided every year, on this month,
I find it harder to cope with, and maybe...I'm not supposed to cope

Maybe, maybe you will destroy me.
I can feel myself becoming unsteady.
181 · May 2018
¬_¬
EmperorOfMine May 2018
Don't get picky
Don't act all high and mighty
You think you're enlightened
Well, I don't see you changing the world
But I do see you drinking tea as it burns before your feet
So forget you, since you've forgotten love
178 · Dec 2018
Witch Opal
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
Vivid manipulations of
A twisted melody within
The vast deep blue sea
Swallow up your courage
Replace it with confinement
Silencing your power
Snuffing your processing
A roaring living villainy
A complication in the mind
It's all a game the darkness can shine
177 · Jul 2021
New Form
EmperorOfMine Jul 2021
Erupting from the clash of change, I have a new form

Like a light overcome with a holy heat, I deflect the coming swarm

With my smile of an assuring peace, I see that I need no longer fear

A coming to collisions of conflicts end, I get to see serenity is near

a spark of this newfound change, as the prophecy's written

I fell in love with my truest husband, consumed by the love-smitten

It is now that I get to sing, and dance with no need of old shame

I can drop all of my baggage, for, in this new form, I'm not the same

cologned in senses of miracles, I hold no previous traumas

Releasing moving emotions of turmoils past, I seek no dramas

I can say that I can see, especially, I have a new and beautiful form

gazing on me, with a light of countenance, i don't hurt by any storm
176 · Oct 2018
Subjective
EmperorOfMine Oct 2018
It's easy to complain
When you can't see your gain
But it's easy to praise
When their hurt seems worse than your pain
EmperorOfMine May 2019
I'm finding it hard to go to sleep
I lost my farm animals, i'm absent of sheep
Finding light is a gamble on a path coated in the night
A battle against the demons and mind, a war i'm forced to fight
Tears streaming down, silently waiting to die
Can't tell you why I sit here and uncontrollably cry
As the dirt comes from land to sink dust back in time
I lose to the curse and lose something so dear of mine...

..And now i'm in bed, sobbing, because...i'm not fine.
174 · Jan 2019
Three Musketeers
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
This isn't about religion but acknowledge good, bad, & "you".

Let's rephrase them as:

Soul
Sin
&
"Self"

There are three soldiers.
One looking forward,
One looking backward,
And "One" looking Up.

Soul stared ahead and exclaimed, I can't see the end.
Sin sighed, I see where we left, but there is no answer.
Self stated, "The sun will go down soon. We need to find safety."

As the three wandered this long and wide path, surrounded by large amounts of wildlife and nature, they saw no place that they all deemed safe to rest.

This led them to their argument.

Soul, We should rest forward, in the fields, vulnerable, but free. No one would think to check the most obvious area.

Sin, No one will have to check. That would be handing ourselves over. We should hang back, in the jungles. We will have to be vigilant, but we will blend in.

Self, "Both are bad. Both certify our death. One makes us an easy target to the main enemy. The second one makes us a target to many enemies. We should follow the stars. The brightest star will lead the way before dawn. We will be victorious, but only if we keep our head up."  



Why did they all die in the end?
173 · Mar 2019
Stuck
EmperorOfMine Mar 2019
Building blocks come crashing down
Like my mood when no one's around
Can't decide to smile or frown
Sometimes It's like my lungs are bound
Now I am pleased, bundled some trees
Set them ablaze and scorched the leaves
Can't clear my name with petty deeds
Sacrifice so my soul is freed.
172 · Feb 2019
Sigh
EmperorOfMine Feb 2019
Seems the kettle has to fall before anyone realizes it was singing.
Guess we clip the bird's wings before we know it once could fly.
No one acknowledges someone was tortured until they've died.


When someone hurts in the world, they're not allowed to cry.
171 · Aug 2019
To My Soulmate
EmperorOfMine Aug 2019
Dear Soulmate,
Wherever you are,

I hope to meet you, want you to meet me, hope you stay after what you see, hope we laugh, we go on an adventure, a voyage, a journey, wish life was simpler.

I ponder about you from time to time, wonder the journey you're upon. Who you are, what you like, if you'll see this, if we'll meet online, in a dream, or offline...

Hope to meet you one day, soulmate,
wherever you are
171 · Jun 2020
Contempt; Intrusive
EmperorOfMine Jun 2020
Painful is the feeling I experience when I hear the songs you left me with.

I heard someone laugh the same laugh that you did...and I felt my heart sink.

I often ponder you, wondering why I ponder you, but to no avail, I've yet to gain that answer.

It's the bite of bitter experience that I sink before; what did I do to need to go through such trivial...*******?

That's a repetitive thought that dances through my mind.

I sometimes wonder if I am blind, or if maybe I've gone crazy, but lately, I feel like I've been simply trying to decode this puzzle our scenario has placed on my heart.

I'm no longer looking for closure; it was never promised. I am looking for detachment, because I feel less human the more I'm reminded of your existence.

I hope, somehow, this is something I will laugh at in the future.
EmperorOfMine Sep 2018
All alone in a world that has gone to the other side of the moon's secret shade
Living secrets, laughing, regrets, crashing, all in all of the whimpering emotions fading
Autumn Woe oh
Lend me your hand, don't you dare leave me again
Fall of falls until my secret glazed colored butterfly wings come free
Fall out of me, I feel myself being pushed down in the ground
Collapsing me, until It only gets...harder for me to breath
Woe oh,
It's Autumn woe,
Sombering my days, blank face
Oh woah,
Woe oh,
It's Autumn woe,
Nothing like it's depression.
.
.
.
Depression completing my sadness...
Although oh,
It's Autumn Woe,
It wasn't always like this...
That's sometimes why Ghosts exist.
169 · Aug 2019
Glumbug
EmperorOfMine Aug 2019
Sometimes suddenly, I feel dejected.
Ejected from my previous emotion and rejected by any positive concoction.
Somehow, abruptly, I feel embedded in the thickest soot of sadness, heavy ashes of gloom suffocating my heart and all of its assets.

Sometimes I get bitten by a glumbug, and a blue sky could turn gray, I could be known to be the talker, but have nothing to say. My mind doesn't mind being a bully and having it's way...as if my soul began to rapidly decay.

I'm glumbugged like spontaneously combusted, explosively sickened by this destructive construction. Depravity shaking and waving in motion, corrosive to my life and the future that's open.

Potent, its bite, the glumbug. Random, sudden, terrifying. Like the chilly wind that death carries, or a gut's intuition; like a sign of misfortune. What an awe-inducing contraption.
166 · Nov 2019
Life
EmperorOfMine Nov 2019
I've tripped on a pebble colored by the rain,
I've stumbled and fallen, but little there pain,
Continued my journey, not much thought I've gained,
Just caution is key, nothing really to blame,

Go walking and walking along the paved path,
Hope this time I won't trip and fall on my ***,
No trouble there was for me to form a laugh,
Sometimes a tumble can be more good than bad,

So Life, a game, where struggles will double through,
Though winning is simple, surprisingly true,
Just value the memories, let out your laughs,
Cause once the games over that will be your last,

Life, life, oh what a grand game,
Where knowing something and winning aren't the same,
Life, life, the tales it entrusts,
Be wary, or you might end up in the dust,

So now that you know a little about it,
I hope you have fun, or at least just a bit,
Cause no matter what, you are here, you must play,
And no one fully knows what's after either way.
what a year....it's been.
166 · Mar 2019
~NonPoem~
EmperorOfMine Mar 2019
Have you ever got that giddy feeling
In your gut when everything for the first time felt okay
And then a chill up your spine
Because at some point it would all be thrown away
As if your feelings were controlled like the weather in the sky
And the fall of your whole mood could crash as intensely as that high

Ever got the feeling that you were being watched
From within this world and sometimes not
Like some entity was watching you like you watch the people on TV
Like this whole life you live is nothing more than virtual reality
Now that's a thought that can get really scary

I don't know where I was going with this
But I imagine so much, some pure crazy ****
And at times I find myself sinking deeper in this sand
165 · Apr 2019
Story of Osten
EmperorOfMine Apr 2019
I saw it look at me,
And, then fled,
Something, as scary, as they all said,
So I followed it into the woods,
Cause if you had a brain, you would.

I gently, tip-toed, over the stuff,
A branch, some boulders, some weak, some tough,
Until I saw a shadow nearby,
I knew they would never tell a lie.

They said it would eat me if I am near,
Take me captive so no one would hear,
And they all had a play in all this,
Now here I am in the woods with it.

It noticed me and then it stretched out,
Laid on its stomach, a friend, no doubt,
To let me pet it and without fear,
So that's what I did when I got near.

Now when I visit, I call its name,
"Osten" for ostensible, the same,
My friend, my ally, my companion,
Who would have known it'd be a dragon?
160 · Dec 2018
Hollow Heart
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
A little tyke once had a dream
To find true love within this stream
Though not he knew what this could mean
He moved with eyes of hope they beamed.

The tyke had learned his love was queer
To this world, his love was their fear
He moved on so, no time to cry
He knew his dream still touched the sky.

The boy has lived a journey or two
He's not yet done, his dreams still new
He hopes he'll meet a dreamer too
Who will keep him till their souls are due

The man still kind of has his plan
He's not met mutual men in the end
His dream is aging, it's near its last life
He's falling so fast, blending with the cold black night

The hermit doesn't have a dream
His only desire is to die peacefully
As the lost got their wants now they're left with no heart
The hermit's heart's hollow, he's left it in the dark.

Now a soul left to leave without serenity
Who'd have known that one wish would die out of plenty
Left alone in the dark of this phase of new death
Hopefully, this will mean that he can finally rest...
Sorry to be sad, but this is one poem out of two.
160 · Jul 2018
4|Angel: Liempidy|4
EmperorOfMine Jul 2018
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Sweet Child


You are but a vessel of truth and a shell of lies


Don't cower, stand tall...

It wants you to fear the wrong thing

You are protected so long as your faith stands

You mustn't sink to quickened sands

Lend me your palm, might I guard you
For I am called for all of you
No some may sink for pride is strong


Some egos lost in shaded songs


Simply I cry for gifted souls

I can only save the ones that know




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159 · Nov 2019
Unordinary
EmperorOfMine Nov 2019
In the snow, peppered with ponderance,
I catch a glimpse of a boy.
Silently shuffling, inhaling the frosty air in motion.
I notice his raven black hair, salted with snow, embraced by a scarf settled warmly over his shoulders.
Such a small man.
Locked into himself to lock in warmth, unaware of my curious observations, he surprises me.

Why?

As he continues to shuffle in the cold, his eyes meet mine, and I'm unable to keep my gaze. I look away, but then I find myself back.
Back in my previous position, curiously gazing at a snow-ridden boy.
Poisoned by this intrigue, I find it painful. But even so, I continue.
His eyes meet mine again, but I'm frost-bitten, I cannot look away.
His eyes captivated me, unlike any I've seen before.
In awe, I've become a statue.
What a beautiful boy.
His gaze fails him, his tint changes ever so lightly, painted by the atmospheres around him.
He's challenged my gaze...again...

Why?

Silent, no longer shuffling, lost in the moment...
Where did the time go?
He smiles, modestly, bashfully, curiously...
My gaze fails me...



How unordinary...
The temperature confuses me.
He's not so small, gradually.
My heart starts dancing frantically.
What's happening...
I challenge him, and he accepts it willingly.

Hi.
Hello.
...
Who would have known?
In a moment, that's where it'd go.
Slowly but surely, something unexpected is being brewed.

Truly Unordinary.
An experience for me that's new.
159 · May 2020
His name begins with Esper
EmperorOfMine May 2020
Quiet, he watches
And silently, he sings with the wind
As the sun kisses his face, sprawled over the comfort of a chair
What is it he's thinking
Not much crosses his mind these days
It may be my doing, but let him live
My familiar, protecting me softly
What a wonder, a creature you are
As I observe you, from a distance
I wonder, what is it that you see
<3
158 · May 2019
Open
EmperorOfMine May 2019
I leave it open
but can't you tell
usually, I'd wonder
did i fail, to make you want to
to really care
trying to break borders
so we can sail
but we're off too far from the shore
hope we don't crash
and the waves come to attack the core
so we can't bother
it won't last

but i don't close it
I never will
wish i could but waters come and swell
they never fade they say
just move away
to come back and play with us
another day
And may being so open
won't hold much pain

i just don't want this to decay
it's open so come back to play, okay
157 · Apr 2019
She's in My Mind
EmperorOfMine Apr 2019
Lost the moon that watched my world yesterday...


Now my world is turning gray.
The clouds won't go away.
The rain won't stop because I say.
I lost an important one in my life.


And because I resemble you so much...
I've lost myself too, in the night.


Rip, [mom]ma bear
157 · Jul 2019
Absent-Minded
EmperorOfMine Jul 2019
I went on a journey
Jumping from one memory to the next
And then I forgot what I was doing
Backward, I went, looking for that answer
Where was I going
Why was I going
Grabbing and pulling for that special answer
It's gone
Lost
But it will find me
And when it does
I hope I'm not too late.
156 · Nov 2018
Untitled
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
I don't want to go insane
Chosen to play a bitter game
And even if I'm really bad
My goal will still remain the same
I'm flawed to repel blissfulness
I won't get to see happiness
And honestly, I must confess
All I want now is just to rest
Crushed down into a little bug
Clipped off my wings so I won't flee
Stuck in a loop, I need a hug
It's gotten harder  just to breathe
Left confused in a darkened place
Cursed to walk it all by  myself
I see the dread, I know it's taste
I'm quickly losing all my health.
156 · Sep 2019
Wishful Thinking
EmperorOfMine Sep 2019
Life is a warzone;
yet here I am, calmly continuing forward.

Beautiful tragedy, the scene around me;
where the trees and birds sing together, but not everyone can see.

Opened by the will above;
I hold a force unlike the common.

I am no better, no worse, or etcetera;
I come as a messenger with an omen.

There comes hope in the eye of the sky;
Forces greater than you and i.

But with them will be a document listing lives;
Did you take the one request that came from the hope in the sky?

Open your hearts, for it comes stealthily;
I am not here to frighten you.

I'm expecting you not to trust my words;
but you also have the choice to.

Maybe it's wishful thinking, to hope that you'll understand;
I understand you, a child of Man.

But I am merely a messenger, a poet with an omen;
Surely you'll ponder this, hopeful because you can.
154 · Jan 2021
End of The World
EmperorOfMine Jan 2021
𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒊 𝒂𝒎 𝒎𝒂𝒈𝒊𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒎,

𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒍𝒅 𝒊𝒔 𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝒄𝒓𝒖𝒎𝒃𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒚 𝒑𝒂𝒍𝒎 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊,

𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒑𝒊𝒅, 𝒅𝒆𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝒂 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒎𝒆, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒅𝒊𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒆𝒙𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒆, 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆,

𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒊 𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒄𝒌𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆, 𝑰 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒑𝒊𝒅 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒓𝒂𝒎𝒆 C𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒐𝒏, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒎𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒂𝒔 𝒘𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒃 𝒂 𝒄𝒐𝒌𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂 𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒆,

𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒏𝒐 𝒑𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏 𝒗𝒂𝒊𝒏,

S𝒐 𝒊𝒇 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒃𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕,

I 𝒎𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒂𝒔 𝒘𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒇𝒖𝒏 𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒏𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕,

𝑰 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 want it t𝒐 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒐𝒇𝒇 as 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏

𝒊𝒕 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒂𝒔 𝒃𝒂𝒅 𝒂𝒔 𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒎𝒔  

𝒊 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒐𝒇  𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕

𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒔𝒔 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒏

𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆'𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒅𝒐 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒐𝒓 𝒇𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕

𝒔𝒐 𝒊 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒃𝒂𝒅 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈  

𝒘𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒊𝒇 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒃𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕,

𝒊 𝒎𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒂𝒔 𝒘𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒇𝒖𝒏 𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒏'𝒔 𝒃𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕,

𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆'𝒔 𝒏𝒐 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒆𝒂𝒎𝒔

𝒊𝒕 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒂𝒔 𝒃𝒂𝒅 𝒂𝒔 𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒎𝒔
Please if you like it and post it else where give me credit :')
153 · Nov 2018
Tumble
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
In the cold of the winter, I'm wondering

When did the snow get so bold as to stick to me

I'm an impression of compression, I'm just tumbling

I've got confessions, I sparked a tension, now there is something

Lividly darkened and crashing my ride

Corrupting a set of shattering insides

I've lost my passion when I lied to die

Never knew my soul could fly so high
152 · Aug 2019
:/
EmperorOfMine Aug 2019
:/
I
Just
Wish
I
Never
Met
You
...
Cause
Now
I
Can't
Get
You
Out
Of
My
.Head.
:(
152 · Aug 2021
Untitled
EmperorOfMine Aug 2021
If it were all a game, jumping from floating device to floating device,
Just a player trying not to drown, hoping your home is your next touch down,

As the house full of water gradually increases in it's fill, and the monsters lurking the corners pick fights with you up until,

Come, the crown may fall to the ground, but if it were all a game, you could pick it back up again...

And the back way appears as the front and the front as the back, a game that is strange, maybe it would feel less painful...or maybe it would feel....
151 · Jul 2020
Earth, Moon, Star,
EmperorOfMine Jul 2020
Somewhere the Moon goes to speak with a Star
That Star comes from a galaxy not like our own
To the Moon, says the Star, "I want to go that far"
To the Star says the Moon, "But there, I, all alone"
Then the Moon faced the Sun, and the planets all around
"I'm never alone here", says the Moon, "No matter where I go"
The Star shimmered, "That's why I'm here" he felt so proud
"Because now that I am here, with you, i have somebody i know"
The two giggled, and the Earth saw them together
"Hello North, hello Moon", the Earth said quietly
"Hello Earth", they both said joyfully
Together they glanced forward, "aeternum", Earth said somberly
And afar, the Black Hole said longingly, "Deus tecum est" gingerly


/The Sun burned brightly in a distance, droning an endless tone
Warm the heatless abyss around it for all to know, it, too, exists.
/
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
Hoping
A
Light
Interrupts
Strife
Acknowledging
Chaos
Inevitably
O­rbiting
Us
Silently
Halisae (Hall - eh - say) - Hope against chaos

Halisacious - To strongly want tension or chaos to be thwarted.

Synonyms - Palisade

"I'm halisacious about this presentation."
"I have halisae for work."
148 · Feb 2021
Untitled
EmperorOfMine Feb 2021
Hell comes singing
Edging the echoing kings
Leniency is forbidden
Lords sink in their wings
Optimal obedience

Power pours out the beam
Opening darkness ******* away light
Eventually
Towering this reality is an entire entity
Rings of reality are finally coming
EmperorOfMine Nov 2019
Life began to feel like a game
the moment I realized the unending cycle
I'm born
I develop a passion
I adventure to fulfill it
I fail, no matter the path
I crumble
My heart dies
1UP
I'm revived
I'm reborn
I adventure to fulfill it...

there soon becomes a weight made of my record, losses piling up till i sink deep into the abyss...

A game in which you cannot win.

Hopefully, there is a twist.

A twist in which I learn that I don't win
That I am found, and fought for
That I am rescued and that a new adventure starts


A game in which my passion is to adventure not alone, but as a duo
146 · Jul 2018
-------
EmperorOfMine Jul 2018
Imagine walking in a broken gray place with kids with black holes for eyes, as happy as can be as they simmer in the broken lies. Imagine what they'd have to do when the people who told them that war was through, but yet they kept their children upon a leash so that they could use them when they needed a feast.

Young and old are just alike when they come in together and take the knife when they cut off the sleeves and break off the leash may the be free, oh please, oh please....

The war has made this world cold, let it come again and fold. As the people cower in the dark, bring the colors of war and make them some art, shatter homes souls and dreams, like a nightmare that covered a dream...

What could be for this sadness to be...maybe it'll stop when there's a victory...
146 · Dec 2018
Ink spot
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
There was a heart that glowed
Its love was strong and forever gold
Until a shank pierced its way in
Inking the heart black in the end
145 · Nov 2018
.Hell-Belt.
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
This world is evil
Set a bomb into motion
Trapped within a hell-belt
Can't escape the misery
A systematic torture
People who are bad are gifted
Those who are good become bad
People idolize outcasting
Crafting a cold misery
Yet the same people complain
This world is so sick
And that's when you realize
No one can see their the ones coughing on everything
This is the simple version since people don't like the longer poems...
142 · Feb 2019
<3
EmperorOfMine Feb 2019
<3
Cupid can go shove that love arrow so far up into
the sky until it starts raining
love arrows for everyone, cause no one deserves to feel
alone on a day, that's meant to make you feel
loved.
141 · Jul 2019
Mind my Feelings
EmperorOfMine Jul 2019
Wistful feelings I felt while I was deceived by my heart
As I let him whisper hope into my ears I choked
Swallowing my words of disapproval
Smiling bitterly as I gave myself another gamble
And as the dice came dancing down at my feet
Waiting for a pair of even twins
I got two eyes.


I must mind my feelings
because sometimes he can be mischevious
and I can't afford to gamble again
no matter the potential prize
The risk can destroy me
141 · Dec 2019
Cerebrate
EmperorOfMine Dec 2019
Open your eyes, love
Remove the debris from the corners
The sun is always up above
Get out of the fantasy
Erase those borders.


Be more selfless
More loving
More caring
More of what you wish was there when you felt your worse...

Because adding to fire won't save the forest.
And without the trees, we all suffocate.
Restrict the fire and even if we save one tree, we've won.
Just because you don't save as much as you would like
It doesn't mean that saving any less is pointless.


It's a matter of perspective.
Change the world,
But to do that, you'll have to open YOUR mind
One tree can bring many
And many trees can disappear by one flame


One will leave you empty
One will fill you with life
141 · May 2018
Reboot...
EmperorOfMine May 2018
September.
October.
November.
December...

In the still of 2017, memories that became of charged devastation appeared.

Fear once silent spoke aloud once again.
A man had the hands that sunk victims in sand.

A manipulated child contemplated suicide aside their heavy bed of memories.

Nothing out of the ordinary, however, nothing really pure either. Shadows seeping from the ceiling, hands crawling, demons singing.

A masterpiece of simple grief without an antidote any greater than time, and yes, that child did survive.

2018

January
February
March
April

Sound body, mind, soul, and heart.

The child from before had something to start and it caused him good glee.
Wonderful sleep. No longer any worries.
Obedient, silent, chain-defiant, the perfect client.

Just the tap on his wrist and a push on his temple.
He closes his eyes and wanders into a hollow memory.

May...
...
...

There are more journeys to come.
We will record his next most important one.
Until then, he must simply reboot.


Clean the whole tree, regrow from the roots.
141 · Nov 2019
Switch
EmperorOfMine Nov 2019
I'll put my heart in the freezer,
Turn my brain onto autopilot,
Go on a cruise starting this winter,
And finally, mingle solo where it's dark and quiet
I'll become so gray, that I look less like a human,
And I'll lose that life I was so full of,
Hollow out like a pumpkin,
Become one with this pitiful world lacking love.
I'll blend right in, no need to be me,
Close these eyes that let me see so well,
The ones that led me to feel so crazy,
And I'll finally have that switch to be who I'm fated to be,
I'll be just as dead on the outside as my heart feels from my inside,
No hope, color, and any of that stuff I used to have; no more glee.
140 · Dec 2018
Adapt
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
°
I
Bathe
In
Light
To
See
The
Obstacles
That
Will
Try
To
Thwart
Me



I'm
Covered
In
Darkness
To
Adjust
To
The
Mystery
T­hat
Is
Blinding.
140 · Dec 2018
Game Over
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
One more life left.
Then it'll be game over.
The clock will reset.
Here come the falling feathers.

Try Again?

Yes or No?

Choose the next path.
May it be for better...or worse.
140 · Apr 2019
Misfortune
EmperorOfMine Apr 2019
The day was going so well until I got smacked in the face by a soccer ball...

And what makes it worse is that I felt it coming.

yeah, that's my life.
140 · Jul 2019
The One That Got Away
EmperorOfMine Jul 2019
Told by many to leave you alone,
but I stayed.
My gut told me I would waste my time,
but I had hope.
I fought in a war I was bound to lose,
but I held faith.
.
.
.
Just for you to make it all feel like a waste.
I wanted you, but didn't you want me?
I cared about you, honestly.
It's hard to find people with my type of sincerity...
Guess I'm the one that got away.
.
.
.
I'd be a terrible actor, that's why I don't act.
I'm not a child, I don't need toys to play with.
I wasn't bored when I talked to you,
yet somehow we weren't on the same page.
.
.
.
I guess I wasted my time,
On another fairytale.
I gave my heart to someone that didn't love me...
You lost a heart that truly loved you.
I'll take it somewhere else.
I wish you the best.
139 · Mar 2019
Lone
EmperorOfMine Mar 2019
Some of the best moments in life are done alone.
Don't worry if at this moment you're on your own.
Let that silence be a peace to your beautiful ears.
Cherish this lack of entropy in a world bounded by fear
138 · Jun 2018
-Title-less-
EmperorOfMine Jun 2018
Fool me once, well, shame on you.
Fool me twice, oh my, it's me.
Fool we thrice, it's time, goodbye.

I can't believe what you've done to me.

What goes out must come back down.
Put your words back in your mouth.
Sadness grows somber flowers,
Tears falling calling showers.

Grow from falls, don't let it set,
Thorns and weeds will start to feed,
Now someone owes you a debt,
Sadness mixed with evil seeds.

Come back stronger, not back weak,
Sometimes that's all you can do,
It's not your fault trouble happens,
Just your fault what you will seek.
138 · Dec 2018
Ace of Hearts
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
A knight of love comes in a stride
Declared to protect every love
No matter how this journey goes
They will bring peace from up above
Within their loyal lifted hearts
They pride their strength in compassion
Moved to go work in all they know
Aced in our hearts
A knight of love.
This will lead to several card story
138 · Jul 2018
Apathy
EmperorOfMine Jul 2018
Should I care?

About the destruction, this house was doomed to?

For those, we label under the term 'innocent'?

About finding that special someone to cherish forever?

Is it worth caring about?

The bloodshed, evil sacrifices?

All of it seems guaranteed and very much intentional...

Is it bad that this world preaches sly apathy over genuine care?

Huh...I don't think that I'm thinking fair.

Guess you could say that I'm feeling apathetic.
137 · Jul 2018
2|Declined|2
EmperorOfMine Jul 2018
He is trying
Trying to consume me
But I mustn't let him know
That I am not going
For he may not realize
I am not prey
Now that I have light in my way
For he may roar enmity
I shall not show fear
His grin and his walk
No, I cannot care
I hear the sky
It's warning me
Must I walk closer
It's soon coming
I'm not a slave
Nor am I doomed
Your request's declined...
Your demands are too.

:/
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