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109 · Apr 2020
Pillow thoughts
Oka Apr 2020
Spent the whole night in my head
Did a little cleaning
Perhaps I should dream instead
and stop trying to figuring out living
but my eyes get lighter with dread
If I ever sleep, please be eternal rest
107 · Apr 2020
State of mind
Oka Apr 2020
Will I ever be fine?
Am I able to feel happy?
Can my confidence radiate and shine?
Or am I always going to feel ******?
My self-hatred, I can not confine
My life's worth? Not even a penny
That's it folks. I'm hating myself more than ever. My poems are ******, my studies are wack, my body is ****, I can't do anything without at least being anxious and panicky.
I am useless at best.
101 · May 2020
Cycle
Oka May 2020
The nights heal what the days have hurt,
the days hurt what the nights have healed
Do you like grand verbose and intricate rhyme schemes in poetry or it's not necessary?
98 · Apr 2020
What I miss
Oka Apr 2020
I miss your comforting words
that breeze through my ears
And dampen my thoughts
97 · May 2020
Crash
Oka May 2020
They say love is like flight
and fills your heart with delight
But it is never like that, right?
It's crash landing from a height
and many sleepless nights
93 · May 2020
Don't wake me up
Oka May 2020
Is this love?
When everything is beautiful,
When I can't sense the passage of time,
And where everything is so dreamlike
That I beg you to never wake me up
92 · May 2020
Love story
Oka May 2020
Before us, I was a nobody
But now I found myself
As the main character
Of our tragic love story
75 · Apr 2020
Alone
Oka Apr 2020
Without you
The world is stuck
Like I'm in quarantine
72 · Feb 2020
A Fragment
Oka Feb 2020
Hey, it's been a while
How's life been?
As of late, my heart's in trial
For never throwing you out the bin
It longs for our past
The beautiful and the fond
Lucky for wisdom to come and pass
That what it misses is long gone
Truth of the matter, it was not you,
A liberated soul that cannot be ceased
but a past fragment of you
that has rested in peace
A person evolves, grows and changes. It's sad to know that sometimes but it's something we can't control. I realized that closure wasn't given because I thought you were the same, however I met a different...no, evolved you. A person that I am yet to know, someone with noticeable differences. The person I was longing for is gone, nothing but a memory in my brain. And what is best to do than to cherish those memories and realize that "they" are gone from this world.
63 · Jan 2020
What it is to miss?
Oka Jan 2020
As I stand shivering
I look up the heavy rain
my umbrella can not fit me
and the memories of you
Hey...sorry been a while for almost 2 months. Life been busy
Oka Mar 2020
Though no pictures remain,
Your care is deeply engrained
We might change
But my memories stay the same
I apologize for any form of pain
I realize that there was nothing to gain
From you I learned to not feel shame
When I open up my heart, untamed
Cause love is best explained
Not as place to point and blame
Nor a tight, competitive game
But letting both hearts reign
and set the soul in flames
It's been a while

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