Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
 
Nina Feb 2020
2 years ago,
I found out i was pregnant
Carrying a child  whose father i don't even know
A man who ***** me in my sleep
And left me with nothing but pain

Despite so,
I wanted to keep my child
I wanted to take care of him
But life doesn't always goes as planned

It wasn't my decision to keep him
But during the time i had him,
I was the happiest
Because i had fallen in love
With a baby i have not met
A child i swore to take care
A child that made me love myself
In order to love him

Losing him
Was heartbreaking

If i could turn back time
I wouldve taken good care of myself
So i can have you in my life right now
But at the same time
I would've wished i never met the man
Who left you and me

2years ago today
I made a foolish mistake
But i never once regretted having you in my life

I love you still
I will love you always
Nina Feb 2020
Irish guys
Will have the most beautiful blue eyes
Long eyelashes
Charming uneven smile
Deep strong accent
Fair skin that goes red in the sun
They aren't perfect looking
And yet
Here i am
Weak for every irish guy
I come across with
Falling in love with every
Single bit of them
Nina Feb 2020
We went on fake dates
We were fake couples
And yet
The only thing that wasn't fake
Was my feelings for him
Nina Feb 2020
"Why do you take photos of me all the time?"

Because someday,
You are going to leave me
And the only thing left of you
Is these photos
That will keep memories of you safe
Nina Feb 2020
When you left
I got myself tattooed
On my ****
Because that was the place
you'd leave your marks
The biggest piece I've ever had
Because that's how much i loved you

And now there's someone new
But he left too
And now i got a new tattoo
To remind me of him
Those that i fell for deeply and did a  positive impact in my life, i get myself tattooed on the places that they often leave their marks
In a way to remind me that  that was once the place they used to be and all that's left is a tattoo that consists of all their memories
Nina Feb 2020
I got myself tattooed
For every different guy that i deeply loved
On different places
That reminds me of them
Nina Feb 2020
What does it mean
When the first thing you do
The moment you see me
Is to give me a hug and a kiss

What does it mean
When we are sleeping together
And you'd kiss my back all of a sudden
As you hug me tightly in our sleep

What does it mean
When you go all the way to meet me
Even though you had plans with your friends

I don't know what it means
Because honestly
You only see me as a friend
So is there a meaning behind everything you do
Or am I delusional into thinking there is something
Next page