I haven't forgotten about you
Even with all this time apart
I still want the things I said I do
There's still so much love in my heart

I should've move on a while ago
But when I love, I love for good
It's a lot easier said than done you know
I mean I'd let go if I only could

Maybe apart of me doesn't want to
Because I'll lose you for good
There's never been anyone like you
Who can do the things that you could

I don't mean to come off as pathetic
But I refuse to believe this is the end
Has all this obsessing made me lovesick?
I can't bear to just be your friend

I know it's been sometime
Since our eyes last locked
My heart now only pines
It mourns like it's been shot

Do you remember the things you once said?
All the promises that you made?
To be honest they've never left my head
Cuz I don't want that part of you to fade

Have you gotten rid of me?
Have you wiped me clear from your mind?
Was it just as easy as it was to leave?
Have you truly left me behind?

I wonder if your eyes still know me
I wonder if they'd recognize my face
I wonder if they'd water if they saw me
I wonder if I've even left a trace
I wonder if I'm in your veins
I wonder if you've gone insane
I wonder if you can still feel me
I wonder if you even miss me
I wonder if you wonder about me
I wonder if you wonder how I feel
I wonder if you even give a ****
I wonder if our love is even real

Did you find someone new?
Does she do things for you I couldn't do?
Do you love her like you loved me?
Is the future something you can actually see?

Or have you strayed because you couldn't stay
What we had was difficult especially from far away
The distance killed us, 3000 miles is steep
But I thought our love was un breakable and that deep

Maybe your just trying to **** time while you wait
For me to come move to LA, so we can finally date
Or maybe you're doing you, not thinking about tomorrow
Unlike me whose thoughts are consumed with sorrow

Not sure if that was the first and last time we'd be together
But my heart says otherwise it says it'll get better
I hope I'm not delusional, drunk and blinded by love
Because I don't want to forget and put this under the rug

I meant it when I said I'd love you forever
I wonder if you even miss us being together
I know that's all my heart is anticipating
I just hope you still are too, eager and waiting

I wanna be boring with you
I wanna be in the corner at a party with you
I wanna not even accept the invitation
I wanna be spooky
I wanna be shadey
I want people to wonder about us because we give them nothing
I just want to be the only one you care enough to let in
So deeply inside and invested in all your life and what you have to offer
and what you're capable of contributing to the world
I want to be the one that gets you and understands the ******* craziness and unexplainable
cuz let's face it a lot of life is
I want to be the one you look back on photos with
I want us to be in those photos from beginning to end of everything
I wanna be boring to everyone but the only ******* thing that makes sense to you

Is this it? Is this where it all ends?
Funny, I thought I'd never see the day
Where I'm too afraid to even hit "send"
I wish we could stop and hit replay

I remember how it used to be
Beautiful, magical, innocent and pure
I'd even sneak out for us to meet
Now you've changed the locks on your door

I know long distance isn't easy
But we made a pact to stay strong
I guess you've forgotten that quickly
I guess my heart was wrong

I know our love could be everything
And more if you only just remember
That I'm still here and hurting
Still counting down until December

I want to finally seal the deal
And soon move away to you
Without you this can't be real
So will you be there if I do?

Two people
Two hearts
Two states

FaceTime
Text
Voice memos

Laughing
Crying
Indifferent

I miss you
I love you
I need you

Hello
Goodbye
Comeback