"im fine" "im fine" "im fine"
don't know how long i will keep telling this lie to myself

it feels like without your love
i'm "NOTHING"

all the lies we tell ourselves and to the world

How does someone who has never experienced happiness define happiness?

i tried but i couldn't let u go
but now i understood that
i never will

and today i decided to let you go but i don't know if  i ever will

i can die with ur kiss

i'm trying to love you from afar

what an imbecile i am for not telling you that i love u back

i didn't know that i could love you this hard
and also i didn't know that i could miss you harder

BEING WITH YOU
brings me back to life
and life back to me

you and i related in a way
how October and love are related

wish my mouth can say
the words i love you
like my eyes do...

how did it all went from
daily one hour calls to a single reaction emoji
hurts me so much
and its killing me inside

I want someone to love me in the same way
that James Arthur wrote "Say You Won't Let Go."
and all of his other songs

is it really over ?
it shouldn't hurt so much
but why does it hurt this much
do you still remember it all to well
does it hurt you the way it does to me?

i wish i can disappear
sometimes .... too often.....
i really wish that

we don't forget memories
they are in my soul
reminding me that
you are my one and only precious love

ohhhh! to be in love with you

i longed  for you
i still dooooooooooooo....
i always will

how can i stop myself
from falling in love
with you
with every glance
with every beat of my heart
with every thought
with every tear
so please tell me
how can i stop myself
from falling in love with you

now i just watch them slowly walking away
while killing me a little inside
with every step they take

god
can i miss him a little less and love him a little long

i think i would and will always care for you

love , how can i teach you to love me ?
love can never be taught

Lets just love each other in silence

now i can feel the line
" for you a thousand times over"
but also  it feels like even thousand can be less

why do u always look up when u are sad ?
at least the starts will look at the tears
that people failed to see

congrats
finally you did too
now it hurts like hell

you are my poisoned ivy
and you are my four clover leaf

how can i unlove her when
she is the proof of my existence

i never knew that
i was  your 11:11 wish

you are that someone i waited for desperatly
so that i will be loved differently

where should i show this love that belongs to you
its no one else's but yours
but u don't want it
and i cant take it back

will anyone ever look at me
like the way you did

i ran away from the feeling
i am sorry
i am not asking for it back
just don't leave me alone in this

the tears that are rolling down my cheek
and dying at my lips
hold the hot and solitary love
i have for you in my heart

"IM TIRED " & " IVE TRIED"
how can i explain these two words
to them
how can i make them understand

You were busy painting our love black
While I was trying for it to be colourful

WITH THE WORD "LOVE"
YOU KILLED ME INSIDE

lost count on
how many times i have wished for
"a little less pain "
in this life

I finally realised that I could breathe,
but while I was drowning,
I realised that you would eventually run out of it.

no word hurt me the most
than the word "what if "
in the English literature

How long should my sadness last?
When will it come to an end?
Will it ever stop? For a split second, I might feel happiness touching my heart, but then waves of grief washes over me.
Still, for what length of time should I cover the bridges of my eyes to hide the tears that are starting to well up?
Still, how long should I continue to act as I'm alive  though I'm dead?
when will the world realize that i was dead inside a long time ago...

HOW DOES THAT RUSH FEEL ?
THAT FIRST TOUCH RUSH
THAT FIRST KISS RUSH
THAT GLANCE RUSH

while we continued to suffer
we still loved each other

can you pray for me
save my soul for me
i am so deeply stuck
that i couldn't even breath

at least , at last love me
even though its not the consuming love
i just wanna experience the warmth of it ...

"tum haaree vajah se dard
vah meree pyar ki  kahaanee"
the suffering brought on by you
"That's my story for  LOVE"

with tears rolling down my cheek
i understood that
"they may want you be the happiest in your life
but you will neve be their first priority"
and this hit me hard...