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Bella Dec 2016
All alone in this room
Even my favorite song
Is an empty tune...
  Dec 2016 Bella
Styles
Take me on a roller coaster ride
Let my tongue slide inside the inside
of your mind and tease your poetic side
Let us improvise
the visions close your eyes
As our world collide
My mind provides your mind
with vibes crawling into your own skin
Devoured by the desire of pleasure lies
Slowly seduced by the sensual vibe
Exploring the dark side of nowhere to hide
Temptation tempting you; causing a tempest inside
The core of your body, boiling hot
While you are shivering on the outside
The storm brewing is confusing,
but the pleasure is mind.
  Dec 2016 Bella
Just Melz
Dreaming of a new day
Hoping the past fades away
Never knowing the truth
Cause the lies always stay

Nightmares await my waking hours
And reality's dreams never really mattered
So I surround my self with a wall of glass
But the past crashed in and my faith was shattered

And that wall falls into a black hole of despair
Leaving my emotions exposed, naked and bare
Bella Dec 2016
I don't even know who I was even meant to be
The only part of me they know is what they have seen
Help me, I can't figure it out
I'm desperate, I don't even know what my life is about
I'm trying to describe it but I don't know how
How will I explain to my kids about the future now
What have I done?
Who have I even become??
I can't keep lying to myself
I can't keep pretending
Because who I really am
Is on who I'm depending
All these fulfillments
And all these "distractions"
But still feeling empty
As if there were a hole in my heart

And it's tearing me apart...

Am I suppose to accept who I've become?
Or try to find that young innocent me
And discover where I am from??

I'm tired of all of it
I'm just ready to give up |
  Dec 2014 Bella
Sean Flaherty
You weren’t worth the
Hundred dollars it cost to
Keep you in my car. 
Princess got poached by the
League of Losers with Pedestrian Ideals.

I’d spit venom in your direction, if 
Poison meant anything to you. But
Akin to most things, so sub-human,
You miss the world moving around your
Ever pulsating veins, and repel these
Toxins with a slip of the tongue.

Around you I could line
Bodies of those you’d loved and left.
Each clasping hands with one another,
Privy to a specific type of pain, only you can
Deal out. And

In the center of the circle you’d
Stare, stunned by your state of
Affairs, and flings. Collectively concerned
For the safety of your
Rotting consciousness.

One by one, I could set these men
On fire, and hand you a place 
Where your head could be danced off.
Drunken and diving heart-first into
The burning lake of a 
Surfable crowd. Since that’s
All we are, serfs.

I hope the fire gets too close to your
Gorgeous face. I hope the
Love you receive is no more likable
Than a few more licks from the flames.
The scars couldn’t sideline you.
No one can stop ****.
I was mad. I'm not anymore. But I was so mad. And the result justified the reasoning.
  Dec 2014 Bella
The Girl Who Loves You
I know what you'd all like to say
      To make me feel better
"Beauty is on the inside"
            Or
       "You are beautiful"
But my soul is so tattered
       And my heart
Has been repeatedly
             shattered
All the scattered
      bits and pieces
   You might find in there
          Between the scars and creases
     Would make you all run and hide
               If beauty shines from the inside,       Then I'm the **ugliest beast alive
The second in my series of 'lies'. Click #mylittlelies and #mytruths to read the rest.
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