I'm always going to be that one friend who's going to be walking behind everyone else. Every day, I'm that one friend who gets excluded in everything. I'm a forgotten friend.

The version of me you created in your mind is not my responsibility.

the world could be better
if i disappeared
no more pain in my head
and no more judgement that sneered

death seems scary
unless you understand
if you think about the benefits
you'll instantly take his hand

Your tears create canyons
down your cheeks to your chin
id totally leave this earth,
a dark world of sin.

i like the color yellow
it makes my eyes shine
but not even the colors
can change my harsh mind

i think im still here
because im scared of the truth
what happens to my family
if they ever knew?

they walk to my room
a note on the door
they see my limp body
laying on the floor

your sweet little girl
not so sweet anymore
she died a long time ago..
she's rot to the core

He cried like rain
And screamed like thunder

And I

I was a quiet river deafened by his storms