cutting my finger and it hurts
breaking a bone and it hurts
hitting my head and it hurts
you refuse to love me and it bleeds

you open your eyes
you are alive and present
you look in the mirror
you see yourself and say
'' I won't be good today "
"but someday darling" says the mirror
"you wont see yourself in me"
"you will see the devil instead"

there is something in the corner
I see it
no, now I don't
I just know it's there
but the corner is dark
it changes its face
like a clown
happy or sad?
you decide
now I see it again
its there
but I don't know what is it
I just know its there
sanity

today it feels the same
and i won't break the chain
today I'm safe as I can be
but I know I won't get free
today the clouds aren't gone
and yet I know you'll come
I know but I won't believe
the pain in me is hard to relieve
it's hard to picture your eyes
but you're not like the other guys
tell me it won't feel the same
and that it's not me to blame

one room and I see you
sitting there
holding my thoughts in your hands
but you don't know
I'm holding your hands in my thoughts