within me, the voice mumbles
along the lyrics
when standing around
and in between my own ghosts and their friends
and my friends
they don't recognize me
do they even see me?
my lips no longer carry the taste of yours
everyone I have ever loved
I no longer feel in my bones
as I walk up the stairs
groceries in my hand
I mumble along the lyrics
the loneliness in my head
I remember the milk I forgot
so I drink my coffee black
and urge to fall asleep
it's 3 am and I wish I hadn't forgotten the milk
it's 4.30 I'm the only one left at the party
but the room is full
its 5.25 when i realize im alone in my bed
in my head
when loneliness knocks on my door