Everything you see is against your spirit.
Spirituality and spiritual awareness is obtained by doing without material things, or fame. Maybe some gain fame after awareness. Fame can be lost and spirit lives and finds joy beyond money and bright lights.
The spirit grows without the things that grow ego, high standing, or respect. The spirit grows, without. The spirit is beyond this realm,, it knows no ego or material joy. The spirit lives only by your attention to it. It's the you that can't be told what to do.
It's a spirit that should not be given to others to toy with.
Your spirit will not intervene, unless you ask your spirit what is right, and then your spirit will shine a light into darkness. Once the spirit sees, it will not leave you alone. Whether the spirit is neglected or not, it will not listen.
You know what is right and wrong, only through spirit, and it cannot be learned, besides by you.
You're waiting on you, to show you the way to you.