F/Indiana I'm a bad writer that thinks nothing of myself. Sometimes I write about what I experienced or sometimes it's what someone I know has. I have gone through a lot of pain and I regret a lot. But messages from you guys seems to brighten may day. I am only 17. 77 followers / 3.2k words
The worst type of crying is the silent one. The one when everyone is asleep. The one where you feel it in your throat, and your eyes become blurry from the tears. The one where you just want to scream. The one where you have to hold your breath and grab your stomach to keep quiet. The one where you cant breath anymore. The one when you realize the person that meant the most to you, is gone.
You have those moments where you think you're over it and then you have others where you cry on the bathroom floor wondering why you weren't good enough.
Yet, She is still in love with him. And the thing that makes her, Cry at night, Is the fact that, She couldn't help falling For him. And if she could, She would forget about him. But she knows, That isn't possible.
And when they ask you about me and you find yourself thinking back on all of our memories, I hope you ache in regret as the truth hits you like a bullet and you find yourself replying "she loved me more than anyone else in the entire world and I destroyed her."