sometimes It Takes more than a while to understand what you want and what you are, but once you think you are perfect you never be perfect, no one was perfect, take the look for the far distance you will see the light, try to be wise and don't run to it because sometimes That light does not means it's your safty way, can be the light of fire That comes from hell, then you will fall down into hell cause you did not take care about it, here my story started in life, I came without any choices, I did not choose who I Am, I did not choose what I am, or the place or anything else, but I came inside a dark cave, spent my life running trying to find a my way and the reason why I was born, I had to fight and scratch and bit and keep going, then I started giving up till I saw that light coming out, god sent an angel to take my hand and save me from that Cave Save me from myself, someone I thought was the reason of my existence, that angel was too good than be perfect, for sure was more than perfect for me, cause all what took from me, just seconds to fall in love, everything was perfect, To fly up that hole watching the world getting so tinny in my eyes, and all what is big there is the angel's eyes, that magic and that perfection was more attractive than my imagination, everything was too good for me giving me hope and desir to live another life, thought there will be the end of that cave, there will be light and life, there I can see the true image of happiness, and life, everything was perfect for me in my thoughts, and I knew what I wanted, I wanted it so freaking bad, I wanted her till my last breath, but well there is always bad, so all what i did is stuck on it with all what I have making plans to be flying forever with that angel, and creating a world with imagination full of perfection, everything was too perfect till I did not release that was a dream, something my imagination created, because it's not came out to reality yet, some dreams can be real, when you work to make them real, till then That angel decided to let my hand, let me fall, then here we go again, but at least I know this time I will die fast than the way I was going to die at first, cause this time my way down was very fast, sweating and gasping the breath losing my mind and of course my heart was getting weak, then everything become anger and madness for me because i was not able to see the point from that, saving me then throw me here, so i decided to focus on my way down hell, fire burns everything even it burns it's self there I lost totally my mind what i thought will save me would **** me, but after all there was no way to go back cause the step you make never goes back, so you can imagine when you cross too far, I was upset and dying so slow watching that hell under of me, did not know what to do, till I decided to Accept the fall through the destruction maybe then I will be gone pieces and delete myself from existence, but after all; i'm still falling and my eyes still watching thet bird keep flying, at least he is happy about what he done, and I was proud to see the smile on his face, smiling to my end saying goodbye to whole world....Aladdin Aures