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leinstinct Dec 2016
Not only I give
I love and I am
Reciprocation is no necesity
It is gratitude and it is love
All I know is love
I hope you know as well
So we can love life in peace and joy
leinstinct Jul 2017
I know I'm lost,
I don't know why.
I know its wrong,
But it feels so fine.
Guided by pleasure,
I cannot admit,
I've betrayed my own escence
I don't do what I preach.
Call me a hypocrite,
I cannot say I am not.
But aren't all we sometimes!?
Please let me feel it's OK!
Because if I don't there will be no other way but to change
leinstinct Jun 2016
Moments of creativity
Moments of imagination
All replaced
By unlimited procrastination
leinstinct Apr 2018
Beautiful and sweet
Such innocence
So deer

To battle with my bitterness
Embraced by your forgiveness

Non deserving
I must confess
I never learned to live

You taught me how to love
Forever grateful
For your purple beauty
leinstinct Aug 2016
People complaining think they know it all

Objectively talking there is no such as love

But
feelings and needs
Wants and dreams

Everything so beautiful it's part of the trip

Special comes from species
As
We all come to be
No one is on trial
We have the right to be free
leinstinct Apr 2018
I fell from your *****
Onto an empty soul
I took her pains with no regret
She confessed she'd never felt
The years of flowers, musical sunshine
She took care of my sorrows
I was taught to forgive
Now i lay on her soul
Hoping to never fall again
leinstinct Apr 2018
I cant read
my hyperactivity prohibits my concentration
it is implied
i am always doing something
whilst feeding my procrastination

if i do not like what i do
if there is no reason at all
why should i be dissarayed?
from my creativity
my passion
my love

they say there is no way out
condemnation is our only reality
I only believe in what I have to say
I say we should all keep fighting

whatever is your present
too gloomy
too bad
too shallow
there is always a spec of hope
a glimpse of light
a reason to shine

There is always a tomorrow
leinstinct May 2016
Pases i take
Though I'm not awake
People i met
But disappear by the grace of fate
I could be torn
But glad i stand all alone
Never have i ever
And again im drunk on the floor
leinstinct Sep 2016
I am venom to you all
I should not stay i should not go
I want you here but go away
I can't won't work at such a place

Who am i?
What do i really want?
Indecisive no questions answered
Stay away I'll break your heart

Time happens it all leaves
Like crashing  waves of i wanted to be

Get it?
of course you don't
can't find myself away from my want

All i want and all i need
All is towards what actually fullfils

I am what i be
I be what i am
Whatever you say i don't give a ****

Biggest **** up
You will ever meet
Who knew such disgrace could ever be me?
leinstinct May 2016
Laying on the seaside rememebering the days
Days you were by my side
Now on the seaside lonely i lay
Watching the tides splash
Like i used to spank your ***
I mean not to be rude
But frankly the seaside reminds me of *** and *** reminds me of you
leinstinct May 2016
Seems like it's new
I've felt it before
Could gain something special
Or lose just for pleasure
One down
Four more
Its weird this way i know
I may dissappear
Into the darkness i fear
It may be alive
Or cut with a knife
Experience my destiny
I own nothing of its wisdom
It's all just a game
Let the players play their game
Don't try to be good
It seems
You should
When it crosses the line
Feelings interfere
All control is lost
It happens all the time
They tell me i don't hear
I fight at all cost
But never did i win
leinstinct May 2016
To find equilibrium may be the hardest deed
Between the passions and the fun
seems similar indeed
Sometimes we want to run
But to stay is all we need
Though a immediate solution would be just simply not to sleep
leinstinct Jun 2016
The cycle awaits
I should avoid it somehow.
Breeding  feelings of despair,
People we love eaten by the penetrating fear.

Impearmable souls, burning within the common lie that we breathe.
In touch with the world,
Forming scars with it's tears.

We have all been enslaved,
Few to no options to escape.
It's not as bad as it seems,
Some argue it's worse.
But all we need is here and it's  free!
We are just blinded by it's majesty
What an irony.

Seems like we don't really want to see
The arousing reality.
Everyone is buried deep,
With mindsets and souls that are not their own anymore.

It may seem sad and depressing, indeed.  
But it is only our truth, as blissful as it can be
leinstinct Apr 2017
Everyone is so obsessed with suffering
Everyone thinks everything is wrong
Everyone preffers to complain
No one looks out through their window
Realizing the perfection of beauty

It all seems so impossible
Excuses of human pain
As if we were all so undesirable
As we were all so wrong
As if beauty was an illusion
We seek what's out of our control

Its cool to be depressed
And everyone has a broken heart
What kind of beings have we created
We can't distinguish hate from love

Everyone wants to be so special
By being a simple pawn
By doing what you are supposed to
By thinking the way you are told
By criticising through appearance
By forgetting about LOVE
leinstinct May 2016
Nature in its perfection
Westernization just an immitation
The destruction of entire cultures,
thank you modernization
leinstinct May 2016
Someone to talk to
Someone that understands  
Someone thats different
Someone that's different like me
Someone that gets it
Someone that cares
Someone that matters
Someone just someone
You
leinstinct Oct 2016
It's sad i know that i can have it
I advice your mind but now it's blinded
Your heart so nice and good to me
Your soul so precious
It is not all i see
Messed up i know i can't retreat
Us two one hurts it is not me
leinstinct Apr 2016
She wanted to fly away
She felt she was not free
He always had his way
He took his mistress to the sea
She felt the urge to leave
She never had the guts
He never had some time
He was a very violent man
She accepted all of his flaws
He thought he had no flaws
She never left the house
He would not let her anyway
He said he loved her before ***
She thought she loved him too
She knew of all his ways
He payed for hookers anyway
She knew nothing was ok
He always had his way
leinstinct Apr 2018
they flew together
hoping
never to look back
dreams aligned to face
the roller-coaster of life
they chased the winds of pleasure
two women and a dream
they embraced the love of nature
their souls purified with melody
all they had
and all they needed
each other and nothing else
dancing on the way
like faries of the sunshine  
embracing love
embracing pain
passing yellow flowers
towards the hill of destiny
laughing
smiling
crying
two women

lovers

free
leinstinct May 2016
I don't do this much
It happens too often
Maybe i should hide
Or scape from my torments
I know you could be
The best of my memories
All i have from you
A perpetual hallucination
It is all i need
I don't seem to want it
I don't try to hard
Or do anything about it
Like a little kid
Want it back when you can't have it
I will not regret
Though change is an option
Maybe I should leave
But i found a solution
It's true thinking can be
Such a big torment
What we should all do
Is just live in the moment
leinstinct Aug 2017
I haven't figured out, what I'm doing with my time,
So precious in my life
Vanishing day by day.

Why are you afraid?
Why do you let me comfort you?
If we can all be ****** up once
We can all be disciples of time too
leinstinct Aug 2016
Oh you and I
It sounds so nice
We could we should
But can't is an option too
I can't  belive how cruel is our destiny
How could we be?
If it is all against you and me
To
leinstinct Jun 2016
To
To all the purpose i will have
To never change but evolve in some way
To all the words i could not find
To all the memories i tend to forget
To all the thoughts that destroy my mind
To hope i found in everywhere
To the one i was the one i am
To all the people i thought i loved
To all the things i could not say
To all the moments that fade away
To chances lost and chances found
To sharing life love and peace
To every perfect including life and me
leinstinct May 2016
Everyone seems to be sad
Everyone seems to be so melancholic
Everyones reality seems to be so, obscure
Everyone seems to be hurt
Everyone seems to be heart broken
I
I'm just
Intoxicated
I
I'm just
Intoxicated
I
I'm just
Intoxicated

INTOXICATED
leinstinct May 2016
A pencil to write the story we make
An eraser to erase the mistakes i do not regret
leinstinct Oct 2016
Everyone is sad heartbroken and depressed
Everyone is whinny
Everyone is a mess
Everyone is offended
Nothing can be said

It seems like a new trend
Privatization of everything and all
Fear is roaming through our streets

Everyone is a judge
Just like everyone knows it all
No one smiles anymore

You ****** pieces of ****
I think i will ******* all
leinstinct Dec 2016
What can I say
I may exaggerate
But the pain is real
Entirely physical bearable but terrifying

My heart just aches
Not from love
Nor from spiritual pain
Entirely physical this is my pleading for help

May be all of my vices
Every excess  
But I cannot reason
Oh this terrifying pain

Every thought is melancholic
Consumed by anxiety, fear and pain
Paranoid and devastated
Worried it may be my last breath

Every breath intensifies my pain
Entirely physical somebody save me
My heart won't like to work

I don't lie I am always honest
This time it may seem other wise
But worried as I am I can assure thee
My health conditions are at risk

My heart just aches
Not from love
Nor from spiritual pain
Entirely physical this is my pleading for help
True, moment
leinstinct Oct 2016
You are nice
You've always been good to me
I notice your love
I embrace your soul and accept it gracefully
But I am not really the one
I'm sorry but you should know
I'm toxic and distorted
I will only hurt into your core
You see i don't feel as you do
And it is something sad to say
I know i would actualky like to
But i don't have a choice
I don't have a say
I cannot guide what is in me
I cannot control my destiny
We are not actually meant to be
Though you may be all i really need

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