Hey there old friend. I'm sorry its been so long. I've just had some problems with myself ya'know, nothing big, nothing different. I just wanted to tell you something before something big happens. I'm so sorry. Its not your fault. You've been nothing but kind to me and been my friend even when some pretty big stuff was going down. I'm glad you stuck around and i didn't scare you off when I told you my big secret. I was so happy when I found you, well, you were my best friend.

I just want you to know, I think its better this way.
Its not your fault, you know I get bad sometimes.
I'm sorry I didn't say, but I want you to know, I love you so much.
It was just this life that was too much...

Don't you think I want to be happy?
Don't you think I want to be like you?
Don't you think I want to smile and not hurt?
Don't you think I want to not cry?
Don't you think I want to be happy too?

I now have no more tears. No more to shed. I'm empty. Empty is the way you left me. Empty is the way I'll stay. I have no more tears. Because. I wasted them all on YOU.

I feel so empty...
Yet I feel so filled with sadness...

Just smile.
Mine's a little cracked, but its OK. People get the idea.
I'm "happy".
Just smile.
Everything's gonna be OK.
Just as long as you keep smiling.
Just keep on smiling, its better than explaining whats wrong.
Just smile.
It'll hide everything.
Just remember, its a show they'll love, its just for them.

Remember this, its actually quite easy.
Its down the road
*Not across the street