"sads" poems
god I got the sad blue blues,
this woman sat there and she
said
are you really Charles
Bukowski?
and I said
forget that
I do not feel good
I've got the sad sads
all I want to do is
**** you
and she laughed
she thought I was being
clever
and O I just looked up her long slim legs of heaven
I saw her liver and her quivering intestine
I saw Christ in there
jumping to a folk-rock
all the long lines of starvation within me
rose
and I walked over
and grabbed her on the couch
ripped her dress up around her face
and I didn't care
**** or the end of the earth
one more time
to be there
anywhere
real
yes
her ******* were on the
floor
and my **** went in
my **** my god my **** went in
I was Charles
Somebody.
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I’m sick of the sads,
The come and go blues,
Tired of depression,
It’s becoming old news.
I’ve got the melancholy
Lodged deep in my bones.
It follows me everywhere,
So I hide all alone.
I’m exhausted of existence
That demands my great strength.
I’m out of ignition
And my apathy stretches at length.
This pattern starts at the beginning of October.
It stays through the winter,
I am like the weather,
Cold, gray, and bitter.
I’m sick of the sads,
These come and go blues,
The yearly cycle of moods,
I keep falling for the ruse.
I am sick of the sads,
Tired of depression,
Clinging to my sanity
Through its brutal oppression.
I am sick of the sads
That make it difficult to respire.
I pray for the end,
Lest my body simply expire.
The come and go blues
Have ruined my desire
For anything else.
I am consumed by my internal Hell’s fire.
I am sick of the sads,
These come and go blues.
By the time spring arrives,
I’ll be battered and bruised.
I’m sick of the sads.
Someone liberate me.
Send help on high horses,
Or sad is all I will be.
Oct 9, 2022
Oct 9, 2022 at 7:16 PM UTC
•••
It is anxiety, underneath my smiles
There are despaires within my tries
And as happiness slowly fades,
My mind started to lose its faith
Been trying..
To smile, behind my secrets
Been thinking..
It is okay, when things do not go my way
Been pretending..
It is fine, even when i fell far behind
But, I am longing..
To find the path to shake off my sads
But lately..
I can not help but to feel like I am losing my track
Becase all that I am is..
Just a one big house full of wrecks
•••
Mar 5, 2023
Mar 5, 2023 at 8:03 AM UTC
boys ******* on sunflowers,
the sky turns gray
there is a light and
it went out
The day you walked away.
the sad sads
are creeping up on me again
i can hear it in my voice when I speak.
and I'm scared to be alone again.
it makes me lose sleep.
when the sun goes down,
I come up,
to start anew,
hoping you are nowhere near.
and if you see me you'll stay away.
and I promise not to smile near you again.
do not come near my bed,
I will find sleep in rose gardens,
they are your favorite flower
And
you cannot
Find it in your heart to **** on them.
the thorns will cut my body
and I will bleed all over
but as long as you
do not make me ***** again
the pain will not be felt anymore.
forever to sleep in a bed of rose,
never to feel softness again,
but with the promise
that you can never hurt me twice.
Jan 9, 2016
Jan 9, 2016 at 10:18 AM UTC
Here’s a locked box of anagram shazam
(Don’t open it
The crazies might come out)
There’s a sealed sack of angsty crank-clanks
Take it, go away
I’m simply not myself today
** Yes, it’s true
I am sinking sads for you
Letting drinkies drown
My Anger Banger frown
Cryptic? Klik-kwik, and no, no
I was never there
Avaunt, begone, beware
Feb 21, 2014
Feb 21, 2014 at 4:47 AM UTC
As we meet again
In the autumn evening
When my heart starts to fall
And your heart starts to wither
And your eyes spark like moonlit
And my breath as cold as the evening dew.
I sing my song to you at last,
With all it's ups and downs and sads.
He stands near me and stares,
Through me he stares.
We look at each other for more minutes than we ever had
The way you look at the sunset going down the earth
Like you wonder, what should we do after
The sun stops rising.
Finally, he ruffled my hair
And kisses my forehead.
And sings his last song of me.
We walk away quietly, with teardrops in our footpath.
Like the sun and the moon
Like the dark and the light
And the black and the white.
Like the little blue bird that's out of her golden cage
But is too scared to lose her wings
And she would rather live in a prison
With everything that will break her from her insides
Than live out there without it.
Without him
Jul 2, 2014
Jul 2, 2014 at 8:25 PM UTC
She liked Jim's Jam
so sweet and thick
it was like little lumps of heaven
on top of toast
or scones
warm and crispy
like logs in a fire
newts on a fume
charred and musky
she liked a lot about Jim-
his smile, his laugh
but not his sads
so really
she didn't like Jim
not all of him
but enough for some happies
yummy Jam
fires and smoke
hair like a wolf
Aug 26, 2012
Aug 26, 2012 at 12:24 PM UTC
the clouds goes silent
sads are very weird,very pointless
dark ends when the sun comes out
the sky makes me feel dizzy
drought burned everywhere
it is rainning to thirsty ground
each scar stops for a moment
deepest wound closing even
friendship that night moonlight
alone doors are open to him
the stars are winking and says hi
lover not nervous,offset
the sky makes me feel dizzy
Sep 25, 2018
Sep 25, 2018 at 2:29 AM UTC
the balloon popped.
the flight mood walked away with the last pieces of my
ever torn heart and soul not deserving of any good good brings.
the heart dos stopped.
although the love stays immense and an intense plot thickens
the thing is, the moon got another shade of blue from these eyes' vision.
all the sweet nothings are now nothing but deafening silence
but who am I to feel this way, I'm sorry for this shxt,
that I hand to you even though we weren't that type of ting
it won't happen again, I guess sometimes love makes me kid think.
the sads are getting intimate.
the flower bloomed but didn't grow.
the happys are no longer living.
mining is jealous of this low.
Jul 22, 2016
Jul 22, 2016 at 4:01 PM UTC
sad eyes with the sad smiles
sad songs and tired lies
sad boy with the broken heart
you and sorrow never to part
Apr 19, 2018
Apr 19, 2018 at 1:41 PM UTC
i love this community
bunch of loners
bunch of sads
talk about love
talk about hate
girls with tough dads
and boys with no fate
i love this community
Aug 14, 2019
Aug 14, 2019 at 6:28 PM UTC