"blearing" poems
I love you more than words can say;
My love for you is greater than the light of day.
I love you more than the darkest night;
You are the key to the stars so bright.
I love you more than the nightingales of spring;
You bring such a warmth that makes me sing.
I love you more than the sun in winter
For you make the cold less bitter.
When my world consists of only grey
You paint with all to the colours of May.
While I walk about my world without sight
There you are, guiding me with your light.
When I can only find the world blearing
There you are, making a clearing.
You are, in my life, my golden factor, for
You enrich my winter with Spring’s finest flower.
Feb 13, 2014
Feb 13, 2014 at 11:44 PM UTC
Dazzling moonlight all bright
Mocking my blearing fears,
Exfoliating my peaceful daydream
Haunting,
Evocating,
Nagging,
It burns down my walls all in,
Leaving me dreading for the next night
With eyes filled with poignant memories.
May 20, 2021
May 20, 2021 at 1:08 PM UTC
Minds afire with wanton desire
The feeing of skin touching skin
Silken soft verse velvet smooth
A kiss a breath all pants and moans
Desire in motion lets apply the lotion
Music all blearing all going crazy
lost in thoughts, Minds on fire
Jan 29, 2013
Jan 29, 2013 at 10:55 AM UTC
A single drop falls,
From the heavens,
Piercing through,
The black sky,
Till it lands.
Softly grazing the windowpane,
A wandering rabbit,
Leaving its trail across the glass,
Drip.
It's kin soon follow,
Falling from the sky,
Impatient fingers drumming on the glass,
Drip drop pitter patter,
Tap tap tap tap tap,
falling down and down and down,
Still more and more and more,
now the glass is drenched with little beads,
All leaping and bounding and prancing they fall,
They are newborn fauns splashing and playing in the dark,
And moremoremoremoremore over and over again,
Tumbling down the glass in an onslaught they surge,
Harder and harder and faster and faster now a horde of running gazelles,
Trying to escape their hunter, pummeling and pounding against the glass,
Blearing wide eyes, darting every which way, over and over,
crashing, thrashing, bumping and squirming and runningrunningrunning
And Then thunder!!!!!
A roaring lion through the night,
It's raw power unleashed from the captivity it has been held,
Angry and violent It tears through the air, ripping and shredding,
And when peace seemed a long vanished dream from the minds eye,
Somehow it's found,
Amid the chaos,
And the storm,
dries up,
Pitter.
Patter.
Drop.
Apr 3, 2015
Apr 3, 2015 at 10:09 AM UTC
I’m not bitter in this depression. No, I am more thankful for what I have got, to cushion my fall from the bridge. It’s mostly fabrication, this depression – I know it. It comes from a half-lifetime of neurotic deities, spinning their indie white boy musings around as echoes in my head. I convinced myself that sorrow was the only way to feel the soul.
Some people take pills for their ills. They pop them like sugar cubes into their mouths – gaping at their daily escape to sanity. They heave sanity like a boulder each day, just to feign animation. Others will talk on and on about their issues, leaving the rest of us in blearing boredom; but at least they’re feeling okay. The remainders take to sweet surrender, nourishing panic attacks with red wine and ****** paintings.
Nothing matters anymore. Not the Damascus Road to scaly eyes and computer screens; or giving your life to spreadsheets for the boss with his eyes on your skirt. I see no God up in the sky now, as the adverts pollute the stars, and I see no science in all of this self-pity; as a white guy has very little to complain about.
Everyone is just a representation of a memory now. Each conversation feels like an abstraction from some ancient, fevered dream. They criss-cross my life in every decreasing patterns – old friends now nothing but a passing, reluctant nod. Family spin yarn around me, and let me laze on the couch, but never can I tell them of the places I have found myself in. Trust is blankness. I’ll give you all of it now, because there’s nothing left to hurt.
Apr 22, 2014
Apr 22, 2014 at 9:18 PM UTC
All scattered faced
boredom blearing
godess of waters
blearing sirens
knifes upturned
screaming fabrics clothing
wind blown
sea torn
ears faded
noise outrun
Time a story
smiles a glory
evil always follows
tiptoe silence
acid swallowed
Eyes buzzing
cheers, democratic
weights are matter
electrical lighting
sleep like chocolate
Jan 17, 2017
Jan 17, 2017 at 5:25 PM UTC
Music blearing
heat searing
sweaty bodies sway
Festival fever
Music weaver
Watching bands play
In a trance
as we dance
memories of yesterday
Jun 23, 2018
Jun 23, 2018 at 11:53 AM UTC
i remember you like winter- untold
a whistle in the heft of its dawn
warm in the touch of numbing air
another narrative yet to unfold
i remember you like tempest- still
haze and nimbus and blur
neptune setting down quiet amidst the thrill
akin to a morning dew sleeping on a leaf
i remember you like midnight sky
mirroring fragile stars gone astray
beyond the compass of the pacific sweeping eyes
wandering through the desert of space and time
i remember you like an afternoon pouring rain
running gently down my windowpane
fog blearing the cracks across the looking glass
another riddle yet to unravel until the last
yet...
still.
i remember you like the summer campfire sea breeze
a silver lining in the deep end
that mellow tinge of red on the horizon
amidst the serene azure no wind could mend
i remember you like my fervid morning alarms
a quiver that keeps me grounded
a tune amongst the chaos that surrounds it
the melody of a new day
i remember you like the distant lies i tell myself
that i will never be enough for somebody
intensely during dark days like these
i remember you. like i remember myself
you remind me of a ghost feeling
often swept off by thoughts that speak louder
stingin spines, humming veins, that crease across your cheeks
and all that is concealed under
lastly- not
i remember you as you are
imperfect
but mine.
Feb 14, 2021
Feb 14, 2021 at 6:26 AM UTC