I have been through enough to know it would be easy to give up hope on the hard days, but have survived enough to know that sometimes it’s all you Have .
Tonight the clouds go on, and on, and on, forever in a sky so navy blue. Parallel lines stretching beyond light's reach. I desire to fall up into the dark spaces between.
My stars, the lights of earth.
“I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up all alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is ending up with people who make you feel all alone.” - Robin Williams
for a few reasons to objectify, peddle her a pedestal to request a little eyeliner, some mascara, actual clothes of non-athletic wear lineage, cease and desist with daily loon of lulu-ness; dare not suggest some lipstick or heaven forbid, a piece of jewelry sparkle, lest I be trussed and tested, returned to the closet to join my fella sweatpants of graying demeanor, of colorless pallor and smelly familiarity