Did we ever understand life? Understand why some clouds are stagnant while others are in motion? Why the Orion’s Belt doesn’t seem to change from it’s position? Why peace must be attained by war? Why there’s over a billion of us but the concept of soulmate seems so futile? Why we pray for change but want to remain the same? Why we don’t acknowledge each other’s differences but want to be accepted? Why love has guidelines but no one can achieve it? Why everyone’s so infatuated with conversations that incorporate logic when nothing makes sense?
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You've done it a hundred times before But just when you thought the day would come When you'd lose track of time You'd forget when it was And you wouldn't have to count anymore You thought you were free of it You'd made it far enough You thought you'd gone long enough You thought it was over....
Some call me Summer. The way I light up a room. Bright and warm and full of laughter.
He called me Autumn. Because he fell for me. Cozy nights by the fire. Color and brisk walks and smiles.
She told me I remind her of the Spring. New beginnings and hopeful futures. Spashing in puddles and planting flowers.
But you know that I'm Winter. Cold. A brisk walk to a cold car. A shiver down your spine. Ice and shut windows closed doors and frostbite. You catch a glimpse of my snowflakes and claim beauty before my snow storm blizzard white-out black ice on zero viability roads in your cold cold car takes their place. I'm cold. Unforgiving. Ice. Cold.
being with you, reminds me of times when i know i’m about to do something very awful, but i still do it anyway. even though i’ll regret it, the feeling of being infinite, and so purely happy, even if just for a second, makes everything worth the risks.