You never did let me down
When you knew I'm a psychedelic clown
Gave me strength to stand up again
Made my heart forget the pain

Still I'm hurt when your not around
In you the peace and love I found
I wanted you to stay forever
And leave me never

But now you broke my little heart
For a stupid thing thinking you smart
And now I end up broken apart
For you, it was an art

This happens every single day
And then you want to come back and stay
I'm such a fool to accept you back
'Cause you've got all that I lack

Whatever may happen, my love
I still love you, you stay above
Nothing can take away you from me
My love for you is deeper than the sea

It cannot be described
only imbibed
through many sorrows
and sorries
until the pain
recedes to numbness
your compass
points to death
& you see the peace it brings
the silence
the darkness
you make your mind up
maybe not today
or tomorrow
but you know
you're going to die by your own hand
& you feel
just a brief
fleeting
happiness

...

that's the sound of suicide

Summer nights with you
got me feeling like
I have so much to pour out
World seems less cruel
The nights that left you with
a feeling, that we could live once again
and the endless chats felt
like a merging of souls
so baby girl
I really hope
it will swallow us whole.

I  came out
From my  House
Saw many Doors.
Some were Open
Some were Locked
Some were Small
Some were Large
Sone were Broad
Some were Narrow.
Some were Inviting
Some were Repulsive.
It was very cold out there
Had to go somewhere.
Knocked on some
Welcomed by some
Thrown out by some
Came back to my own
Back to where I belonged.