Bright red flowers
lush
against the sidewalk,
waiting
for someone to pick
them, tuck them
behind their ear
Sleep
was impossible
with the memory
of you curled
next to me
like a semicolon,
legs tangled
under the blankets --
My fear of god
is not because
I fear power. I fear
lightning, I fear cliffs
and elevators and
power lines, I fear
what makes us holy
I fear your eyes,
I could fall
straight into them
and never come out
again, and when
I had to leave, I'd be stuck
between your eyelashes
like a cancer, you would
hold me there forever
This human heart
beats quicker
than I remember,
dreams gone soft
in the twilight;
my unholy breath
beats rough
against my tongue,
and once, your tongue
beat against mine
and I remember thinking
this must be what
heaven feels like