don't hope too high, daydreamer all good things are too good to be true All disappointment is too painful to be a lie and what's desired by one is far from another's mind so dreams go unfufilled and will never exist as reality.
Good surprises leave me be. Decent starts are deceitful, and we're all heartbroken by the end. Sometime early I dreamt of his love Tomorrow our lips must go untouched, Today I admitted who I've missed but she should have just left me alone as I was, sparking past hopes could be a murderous crime if I had a passion for anything at all. My try at charm and wit a pitiful attempt to one so charming. So scared of falling back into the numbness, but I'd never realized how much easier life is when you can't feel your feelings. 2.2.17 -Iris Madden
What would have been two lovely surprises, did not come through...
I'm not quite sure where we were Maybe the tunnels by the creek Or maybe the canyons on the west side Those details are minor Because what I remember Is my head on your chest And your whisper in my ear
You told me we'd figure it all out Someday, this would all make sense But I wasn't so focused on your words As I was remembering your scent in my hair
Eventually my heart slowed I feel as if it's been racing for days And my breaths became more even As your chest rose and fall
What a feeling peaceful bliss is Or maybe it'd be more appropriate To call it ignorance To think that maybe we were made for each other
I awake and darkness surrounds me What a surprise, it's 3am My heart sinks a little And a slow chill envelopes me As I realize you're not there, you never were It was just a dream